Hi all -
Glad to have this resource.
Ill try to consolidate. 37 years old. Born with a "Kip" (from napoleon dynamite) upper body. Spent the last 20 years trying to build some normal shape onto a horrible bone structure. Done pretty well, although never satisfied with my results. Always fighting the "shrinking" problem.
What God blessed me with ....
Not a fan of going heavy on steroids, so I've creeped around with Anavar.
Important to note - everything I take, I respond very strongly to. If one guy needs 60mg anavar and 2 weeks to feel strength changes in the gym, I am the guy who takes 25mg of anavar only on workout day, and works out 3 hours later feeling like I could bench press a mountain. It has always been this way for me. I even tried to take Anavar like everyone else (40mg every day) and ended up overwhelmed with tension, muscle tightness that became painful, joint issues, (no it wasn't winstrol), etc. I found that only taking it as a pre-workout supplement worked wonders for me, and i avoided all the negatives.
I've always been this way. Always needed 20% of the dose others take, to get the same results. Whether its medications or whatever.
I also have access to Androgel and while some guys get nothing from it, I can rub a half packet on, and have a raging hard on / libido increase by that evening.
Me last week on Anavar.
That being said, I am totally dissatisfied with my size in the shoulders and upper chest. If I could work out and get those big, i would never bother with anything else. I think I look bad in most shirts, because I am so narrow, and triangular. But taking Anavar gives me just a "nudge" of size "swelling" and I love how I look. Problem is - yep - im also the guy who loses hair from anavar. So i can only take it temporarily.
I'd like to get on a regimen (and a diet) that is going to really start giving me some results.
Unfortunately I broke my wrist in junior high and have been unable to lift dumbbells out front, or to the side, since. Excruciating pain, so I am unable to do most shoulder workouts. Using a machine doesn't give near the same results. I am able to do military press no problem. So this has caused me major issues with my shoulder goals.
Honestly i am at a loss as to where to even start. So im just saying hi. I just finished Anavar for 4 weeks - and 5 days later ive shrunk back to my pre anavar size again. Pisses me off. No clothes look good on me. So emasculating. My mother cursed me with a long neck, triangular traps, and narrow (short) clavical resulting in narrow width shoulders. basically the opposite of masculine. So I need to have, and KEEP size in this whole area just to avoid looking like a total pansy.
My Goal ....
Anyways hello.
K
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