
Originally Posted by
Twin
I look at myself and i am getting everything that i had coming... Acting like i am the shit, and now i am being put back into place... Lesson learned... Never act hard and never take anything for granted... Losing motivation to eat and drink. I used to eat like a real dog.. id eat anything... ill drink my gallon a day like nothing.. now my apatite is like gone and been drinking only like 2.5 litters of water a day.. Losing weight quickly.
I hate to sound like a little whining baby Because. I know some of u guys have it worse... But i think i really fked up good this time. And i deserve it. Iv become everything that i once hated...
Tried doing 50lb db flat press (which is good, few weeks ago, couldnt do 40s for a few reps without any aches)and at the 22nd rep i started to feel it in my shoulder so i stopped imedietaly. I am getting better, but like u guys said, extremely slow progress. Ill lower the weight even more, till i can do an exercise with no aches .
I feel my testosterone is lowered too from not lifting, morning wood like 2x a week and only beating my meat only once a week... Feeling cold and tired...
But its time i man up and use this injury to get my legs up to speed with my upper body.
Will be doing monthly updates.... To let some of u know how my shoulder is..