really DEPRESSED on PCT

[honeysingh]

So I finished my first cycle 6 weeks ago, this is the last week of pct.

I have been really depressed since second week, I am tired all thetime, no morning wood, no libido, depressed ask ****.

I have made good gains from my first cycle, gained 27lbs, 1.5 inches on arms.

I have been so into it that i thought about getting back on with my new cycle right after pct. I dont know what should i do, the test p vials are already shipped for my new cycle.


Please help with the useful advice, as i already know hoping back is not a good idea but i cant stop thinking about it.


thanks

[Lunk1]

It is part og it sometimes man...you just have to recognise the situation. Don'y make it worse by not giving yourself adaquite recovery time.

What was your cycle and whats is your PCT?

[HitIt]

you need to give it more time for your testosterone levels to rise naturally, not by jumping on another cycle. this is where you need to be strong. it's part of using exogenous hormones. your test levels are still low leaving you in an estrogen dominant condition which leads to the symptoms you're suffering.

[honeysingh]

cycle was test e at 500 for 12 weeks. I bumped it up to 650 from week 8 to 10 to finish what i had left. pct was 100/100/50/50 40/40/40/20.

I havenot took anything in last week of pct, noneed to mention i missed some of the dose inbetween too. Shouild i extend my pct.

[Lunk1]

No like Hit said...its part of the game and something you just have to be aware of. Another reason kids should not mess with AAS. Be patient. Maybe some inject B12 for the energy and cialis for the wood

[honeysingh]

do you think the test will rebound or will i end up on trt, or get addicted to aas?

[Lunk1]

Slow down killa. Very good chance your test will balance. Even so...you need to get blood work to determine your levels. There are alot of things that can lead to a feeling of depression. Blood work is the only way of knowing.

[< <Samson> >]

It's just the way it is, that's why some try to make themselves think staying on is the way to go. < It's not a good idea

All in your head, man.


I had a pretty interesting cycle to say the least. It feels pretty good and this is just test, think how hard it is to come off something else.


I read a lot of posts like this and their responses. Main thing I seen is: Focus on other things, ie - working out and other parts of life. That is what I followed and I am fine now. Still thinking of how soon I should cycle again. It's been almost 5 months now.

[honeysingh]

one point to note here that is that havent had any strength loss, nothing. I lost about 3 lbs of water. I can still bench the same. So the depression isnt about losing stregth like others might have.

[< <Samson> >]

Same here, I didn't lose any strength until I began a cut.

[honeysingh]

conslucion> hold onto sus and testp vials and wait until test rebound. This isnt gonna be good, i have a feeling.

[< <Samson> >]

You'll be fine

[honeysingh]

what is the minimum time i need to wait, I am looking at the vials like a crack addict.

****, i wonder how tough is a life of a pro bodybuilder

[DanB]

what is the minimum time i need to wait, I am looking at the vials like a crack addict.

****, i wonder how tough is a life of a pro bodybuilder

i.m.o if you dont want to follow the standard time on + pct = time off then to proceed safetly you need to get bw done 6 weeks post pct and that will determine wether you can go back on or not

[honeysingh]

solid advice, thanks

[< <Samson> >]

What are your full stats BTW?

[honeysingh]

5'10, ~194lbs, not sure about bf%

between 15-18

[DanB]

just to add

the pct meds can attribute to these sympthoms you describe, it isnt a common side effect but it is possible

so dont get yourself too worried, you may feel alot better a week post pct

[honeysingh]

i have stop talking clomid and nolva like 3 days ago. How long does it take to clear it from the system. I cant even get it up, lol.

inb4 girlfriend dumps me.

[DanB]

i have stop talking clomid and nolva like 3 days ago. How long does it take to clear it from the system. I cant even get it up, lol.

inb4 girlfriend dumps me.

not 100% sure on clomid but bonaparte posted recently that nolva half life is several days,

not exactly sure, the half lifes is not something i have ever looked into to be honest, but if you have a look in the profile section then it should state it in there

just wondering, not trying to worry you but are you sure your pct was legit?

[honeysingh]

yeah, I got it with the same order, the lab was the same as test I used.

[DanB]

yeah, I got it with the same order, the lab was the same as test I used.

you can name the lab if you wish but it should be fine then

give it a little time, hopefully you should bounce back pretty soon

mabey look into cialis in the interm period just to keep the gf happy.........

[honeysingh]

thanks brother, lab is a canadian lab, medistar.

the sus i got for next is from oraganon,

[DanB]

never used them as im on different side of world but i have heard good reports so i withdraw my comment questioning the legitimacy

try relax and give it time and get bw in a few weeks if there is no change

in fact it is good idea to do bw regardless

[honeysingh]

yeah bro I have read good reviews too, thats why i decided to go with 'em

[DanB]

yeah bro I have read good reviews too, thats why i decided to go with 'em

keep us posted, bump this thread when there is a change

hope is works itself out for you sooner rather then later

[honeysingh]

thanks brosef, wouldhave rep you if there was a rep button.

cheers

inb4 op is a phaggot, just realized there is a rep button, repped!

[DanB]

thanks brosef, wouldhave rep you if there was a rep button.

cheers

inb4 op is a phaggot, just realized there is a rep button, repped!

do i need to give an acceptance speech? haha thanks

[jimmyinkedup]

Good thread.Tgis happens alot and in varying degrees. It can even vary from cycle to cycle for the same individual.I used to just always keep in mind it was temporary and would end.

[honeysingh]

thought its a good time to bump this thread. I have been very depressed lately, no motivation to do anything, somewhat suicidal. Its been 2 weeks since pct.

I am thinking about running again and this time forever.

p.s. gf dumped me, relationship was already ****ed up

[BobTheBodyBuilder]

Honey you going to think im some kinda weirdo when i give you this advice, but if your feeling suicidal you should really see someone bro.

Also I wouldn't run it forever so soon. Go see someone first, starting up again probably won't help with your depression.

Goodluck bro

[kmms]

conslucion> hold onto sus and testp vials and wait until test rebound. This isnt gonna be good, i have a feeling.

there isn't much room for improvement with an attitude like that

[honeysingh]

thanks bro

[< <Samson> >]

It's not the juice, it's all in your head. . . . GL

[honeysingh]

It's not the juice, it's all in your head. . . . GL

I was ****ed up to begin with.

[Times Roman]

just don't be jumping off any bridges.....................!

[bp2000]

cycle was test e at 500 for 12 weeks. I bumped it up to 650 from week 8 to 10 to finish what i had left. pct was 100/100/50/50 40/40/40/20.

I havenot took anything in last week of pct, noneed to mention i missed some of the dose inbetween too. Shouild i extend my pct.

so why did you miss doses and skip the last week of PCT? Sounds like you did a half azz PCT

[honeysingh]

At times roman: Great mind reading skills bro.

Bp200: I did an extra week of clomid at the end.

[Times Roman]

At times roman: Great mind reading skills bro.

Bp200: I did an extra week of clomid at the end.

Mate,

I was half ass joking. but you've been complaining about depression for awhile now. You have three options as i see it

1) ride out the storm and hope this self corrects
2) jump back on a low dose of test until the depression clears, and then try PCT'ing again
3) go talk to a shrink

me personally, I get a little depressed when my physical activity wanes. I see you are still active in the gym, so this is not your situation. What also works for me sometimes is to go out with my mates and raise a little hell.

get this fixed now!!

[greenwell001]

You need to get bw done, then you have something to go off of. That way you will know for sure if its biological or just in your head. Talk to your freinds about this shit, or your family if they are in the know. Either way, this too shall pass.