
Originally Posted by
Mine
This is personal history of mine. Im at work and have downtime. Im new and I never did give you any info on me.
Starting in early life my outlook extremely optimistic. Football was concuming everything, even though University ball was great it ended. Early thirties lifting began to be a past time and I was faithful to it. Divorced with children, I attribute the consumption of alcohol, which I therefore to and beyond consumed. Starting a manipulitive, scary, difficult road. Married to a different lady with the same vices,in sync we drank and partied our life away. Lifting became a ghost of my past. Alcohol began to grip my daily life, quitting became difficult. Maintaining weight didnt, becoming less and less active was mainstay. Divorce was inevitable and thus was. Being cited for DUI was an end all. My profession wont tolerate this. Devistated with time in a cage to think about it. Difficulty ending my battle was hard. Shaking uncontrolably, deep back pains and sweating, it actually felt as if I were dying and I lie not. The wife of my life now is, a woman of substance, spiritual, smart, beautiful and forgiving. Once I finished my battle. Lifting once again began to show itself in my life and I now feel im where I should be. Choices made cant be erased. Your thoughts are your actions. What you think about will always show up in your life. The ancestor to all action is a thought....
Im 43 with a 2 year old little boy who is my world. Ill be the oldest ole man alive when he graduates.
This might sound stupid, but hey if someone can see it and maybe make a better choice im all for it.
Now my question, what can I do to increase Libido after PCT?