I have recently made the decision that I want to use gear to get back and shape and go beyond that and get into the very best shape of my life. My stats are as follows. I am 6'1" and 270lbs right now. My BF% is pretty much off the charts, I would guess 30% or greater. I am 39 years old and I have lifted off and on since I was 13. I know that I have a great body under all of the flab having worked out regularly most of my adult life. Unfortunately, I let myself go as I got older and now I am facing the fact that I am fat, nearly 40, and depressed about the whole situation. I am not a newbie when it comes to the medical aspects of all this. I work in the medical field and I have for many years. I am NOT looking for a source at this point, I need to do some research and a few months of serious, dedicated work before I find and use gear to blast me to new levels. My question is where can I find TRUTHFUL, RELIABLE, UP TO DATE, literature on the use of steriods for creating a SERIOUS physique? My second question is how can you mitigate risk and bad advice while locating a source? I realize I will probably get a few "offers" for gear right away from this post but let me be clear, I am NOT stupid, scammers and assholes should just move on to somebody dumb enough to fall for your crap! To the people that read this post and provide GOOD, HONEST advice I thank you!!