Got offered, a new job that pays really good, and i have 2 weeks to decide, IF i want to take it or not, but im getting stressed out, cause , im not sure IF i should take it...
One of the things that is stressing me , is that before i start the job, i have to do a drug test ( piss on the cup) and currently im on a 9 week, of 12week, test E cycle, and im not sure, IF they test for Anabolic steroids, or IF they only test for recreation drugs.
The second thing that's stressing me ( IF i take the job, and pass the drug test) is that, every 2 weeks, im flying, from Portugal to England, and working on a ship for 2 weeks ( job tittle does not matter, cause i dont know who is reading this in England, it would be pretty easy to figure out, what im going to be hired from, since im coming from Portugal to work in a ship in England), then come home again for 2 weeks....whats stressing me out, is that im thinking, i cant do cycles anymore, with all this travelling... i wont do it there, cause im on a ship and wont take the risk taking gear to the ship ( do to the position, im getting hired for) or even on the plane ( IF i was working inland, then i would find a local contact, and would be no problem), and i wont do it at home, cause ,im only home for 2 weeks... other then that, the job is great, has a great gym :-) its extra money, and still allows me, to run and check my business here in Portugal....but the thought of not be able to run a cycle anymore, is stressing me out so much, that i can sleep thinking about it.... i honestly don't know what to do....my wife says "take the job, its great pay,and stop taking gear", you are big enough..." blablabla.... i understand her, but im never big enough and always feel small,plus i love being on test :-)
I thought i would feel better writing , and some kind of light would come on, but i still feel stressed... i hope anyone has good advise on what i should do....
Snowman
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Originally Posted by JP-MAN
