Hello,

I am only 35 and I am already a chronic pain sufferer; I have early onset osteoarthritis from a surgically contracted MRSA infection (at the knee) that required a very aggressive surgical lavage to get rid of it and save my life.

As a result, i have no cartelige in my knee and I am missing a chunk of my tibia on the lateral side. I also have a quite a bit of nerve damage. As a result, I am in constant intractable pain, I canot walk down stairs nor can I even do a squat. I take a large regimen of opiates for pain but they realy don't work that well as my body has adjusted to them. The atrophy from my limited activity has made the pain unbarable. I am so desperate for pain releif that I am considering steroids.


So, I have 2 questions:

1) Are there any steroids that will help with pain control? If so, how should I use them? Short term/long term? I do have access to some HTF steroids that I foun on the internet.

2) Also, my condition is so bad that I canot even do a squat, so my quads, glutes and hips have deteriated significantly from atrophy. I do my physical thereapy every day but it's hopeless. I canot seem to build any muscle from all the pain and the limitation of range of motion. So, I want to get the most out of my physical therapy. What steroids could I take to build muscle rapidly so I ca get the most out of my PT?


These are some of what I have access to:
Sibutramine
********** HGH
SUSTANON
Deca-Durabolin
Anabol
TESTOSTERONE ENATHATE
PRIMOBOLAN
STANOZLOL WINSTROL
OXYMETHOLONE
CLENBUTERLENE CLENBUTEROL


I'd prefer a cycle that i not too complicated and I don't really want "bitch tits" or any reduction to my "male parts"

I am looking for pain releif and rapid (permanent) muscle growth so that I can get the most out of my painful physical therapy.


I know there's a lot of info on here but I don't have time to read through it all. I'm also open to trying some suplemets.

Thank you ahead of tme for your responses.