Considering? What steroids did for me

[jdog55]

As you can see, i've been a member for a long time. When i first joined is when I did my first cycle.

I was 25 years old. I lived with my mom. I never kissed a girl before. I worked for a car rental place for just above minumum wage. I had very low self esteem. I was depressed and literally scared of people. I was 6'1 and 130 lbs.

I figured, what do I have to lose? If i keep going like this i'm going to kill myself with a shotgun.

I reading posts from people. I read the boards daily, sometimes more than once a day.

When I received my "order", I joined a gym and started to work out. D-bol, 500mg test cyp, 500mg Deca.

I felt fantastic. I had almost instant self esteem after a few weeks, i felt tough, i felt strong, i felt capable. I started getting lots of attention from women that i never had before.

I looked totally different. I started telling people i was a former navy seal that just got out and I was getting laid by different women almost every week. Bad ass. I married a girl a couple years later and ended up telling her that I was never in the military and she was fine with it. She had young children that became very disrespectful and annoying so i divirced her because of the kids. During the time I was married I continued to cycle.

I got a job (while cycling) at a fortune 100 company during my marriage and worked my way up trough managment and now make 6 digits living in Texas.

I still work out, but not as much as I used to. I'm now older, richer, wiser and getting laid at my leasuire( if i feel like putting in the effort to get some).

If I had not done a cycle, i probably would have killed myself at 26 or so. If not, then i'm sure i'd still be living with my mom and working at a minumum wage job. The cycle gave me confidence, even if it was not real, that i would have never gotten any other way.

Anyway, just wanted to share.

Jdog55

6'0
220lbs

[Soar]

Welcome back! Crazy story but a good one none the less, glad things worked out!

[NPCKarl]

It is crazy for me when I think about who its made me and how I wouldn't want to have not experienced this, where id be and who id be instead

[Papa-pwn]

Great post man. When done correctly, steroids make everyone's life better IMO.

[austinite]

Glad to hear you're doing great. This is lounge material however

[likelifting]

Great post man. When done correctly, steroids make everyone's life better IMO.

Did mine.

[DigitalGorilla]

literally saved my life....in more ways then 1~

[jsanman]

great to hear your story

[Stosh_112]

Testosterone is god's gift to the male species. Glad ur doin well!

[Metalject]

Wait a minute, you mean your first cycle wasn't 500mg of test and 86 gallons of AI and HCG and you're still alive? I don't understand how this is possible.

[clarky.]

Great post mate well done.

[AD]

Wait a minute, you mean your first cycle wasn't 500mg of test and 86 gallons of AI and HCG and you're still alive? I don't understand how this is possible.

nice one

[kronik420]

so you shrank 1" in 11 years?

[DigitalGorilla]

Wait a minute, you mean your first cycle wasn't 500mg of test and 86 gallons of AI and HCG and you're still alive? I don't understand how this is possible.

HAHAHAHAAHaaaa --- I love it

[reiss c]

Nice story mate i feel it's stories like this is what media needs to hear not the stupid self inflicted ones what test a bad name.


Glad ya well man

[AD]

its always nice to hear a success story. good job, op. but i think it was mostly you, and not the juice, that did what you did.

but while we're all enjoying the story, lets not forget that there are some less fortunate cases as well:
http://forums.steroid.com/showthread...*#.UQj-vmfQNH4

[anahny]

Great story but sucks that you lost height. 6.1'-6.0'. But awesome life story.

Since you're they manager could you get your bro a job in that fortune 500 company??

[jsanman]

Great story but sucks that you lost height. 6.1'-6.0'. But awesome life story.

Since you're they manager could you get your bro a job in that fortune 500 company??

gave up one inch of his height for a dramatic improvement in his life , sounds more then fair lol

[The Deadlifting Dog]

"She had young children that became very disrespectful and annoying so i divirced her because of the kids."

So you divorced your wife because you both did a bad job parenting????
And you are posting how successful your life is......

Sounds to me like you are a little too self-centered.

[t-dogg]

Nice. Are you 6'0 or 6'1 lol?

[cro]

everyones got a story to tell!!!!glad gear worked out well 4 ya!

[Focusmen]

its very common to lose an inch or more of your height after years of heavy lifting. compresses the spine. 90lb gain is said here. "sound like you still have some issues Stan". but hell who dosent. I know I do

[belva]

Respect

[johnnymctrance]

Great story man, very inspiring!!!

[Alinjr]

Really good story. Good for you.

[Hazard]

I'm just going to be honest here..... You had no business cycling at 130lbs. I'm glad everything turned out well and you are "happy" but it's important to not let people that are new to this to think that if they run a cycle their life is going to be a lot better.

You had the power to make those changes yourself - you just wanted a fast fix. This very easily could have wound up going in the other direction for you. Like I said - I'm glad everything turned out well but it also could have been done without steroids.

These substances aren't a crutch for life..... It's actually a little offensive. I use them because I'm not satisfied with the limits of the human body. I use them to achieve a physique that I would t be able to naturally. I don't use them to impress girls or to get laid. I don't use them to gain confidence..... Maybe those things are perks that come along with the great body but you shouldn't cycle for that purpose.

I'm not trying to put anyone down here so Plz understand. I just don't want new guys to think this is a great idea.

~Haz~

[Iron-56]

Wait a minute, you mean your first cycle wasn't 500mg of test and 86 gallons of AI and HCG and you're still alive? I don't understand how this is possible.

lol didn't catch that at first

[Smiley619]

I'm just going to be honest here..... You had no business cycling at 130lbs. I'm glad everything turned out well and you are "happy" but it's important to not let people that are new to this to think that if they run a cycle their life is going to be a lot better.

You had the power to make those changes yourself - you just wanted a fast fix. This very easily could have wound up going in the other direction for you. Like I said - I'm glad everything turned out well but it also could have been done without steroids.

These substances aren't a crutch for life..... It's actually a little offensive. I use them because I'm not satisfied with the limits of the human body. I use them to achieve a physique that I would t be able to naturally. I don't use them to impress girls or to get laid. I don't use them to gain confidence..... Maybe those things are perks that come along with the great body but you shouldn't cycle for that purpose.

I'm not trying to put anyone down here so Plz understand. I just don't want new guys to think this is a great idea.

~Haz~

Well said. I completely agree.

[bigsiv]

I'm sorry I'm a bit baffled by this story just to elaborate;

You were 130 lbs before you started cycling
You had no training experience
You were SUICIDAL!

After these factors you thought why not inject some gear and go to the gym!

You divorced you wife because of the kids and you thought you could do better now correct?

Sorry but this sounds like a horror story to me and I can't understand why everyone is congratulating you. Just my opinion but you shouldn't be bragging about your life it sounds pathetic. Sorry if I've misread this joke of a thread!

[sixfootseven]

thanks for sharing. I feel like those benefits are possible w/o aas, but takes longer obviously. The rate you were going you might have needed it fast.

Very similar story for me minus the AAS, and the military lines

edit: any progress pics from that first year or so op?

[Turkish Juicer]

I'm just going to be honest here..... You had no business cycling at 130lbs. I'm glad everything turned out well and you are "happy" but it's important to not let people that are new to this to think that if they run a cycle their life is going to be a lot better.

You had the power to make those changes yourself - you just wanted a fast fix. This very easily could have wound up going in the other direction for you. Like I said - I'm glad everything turned out well but it also could have been done without steroids.

These substances aren't a crutch for life..... It's actually a little offensive. I use them because I'm not satisfied with the limits of the human body. I use them to achieve a physique that I would t be able to naturally. I don't use them to impress girls or to get laid. I don't use them to gain confidence..... Maybe those things are perks that come along with the great body but you shouldn't cycle for that purpose.

I'm not trying to put anyone down here so Plz understand. I just don't want new guys to think this is a great idea.

~Haz~

I couldn't have possibly expressed my feelings and thoughts about OP's post than Haz did here so my congrats go to Haz here.

[songdog]

I'm just going to be honest here..... You had no business cycling at 130lbs. I'm glad everything turned out well and you are "happy" but it's important to not let people that are new to this to think that if they run a cycle their life is going to be a lot better.

You had the power to make those changes yourself - you just wanted a fast fix. This very easily could have wound up going in the other direction for you. Like I said - I'm glad everything turned out well but it also could have been done without steroids.

These substances aren't a crutch for life..... It's actually a little offensive. I use them because I'm not satisfied with the limits of the human body. I use them to achieve a physique that I would t be able to naturally. I don't use them to impress girls or to get laid. I don't use them to gain confidence..... Maybe those things are perks that come along with the great body but you shouldn't cycle for that purpose.

I'm not trying to put anyone down here so Plz understand. I just don't want new guys to think this is a great idea.

~Haz~

I am glad someone came forward and said this.Beacuse this isnt a smart thing and this guy was lucky.But I am glad it ended good for you.I just hope we dont have kids reading this and want to roll the dice.Good job HAZ

[jdog55]

To follow up. Yes, I lost an inch, but if i was flexable as i should be then i'm 6'1. In 2002, I didn't have any muscle and I was tall and stood at 6'1 at "attention". Hard to explain, but yes I don't like to stretch. If for some reason I stopped working out for years, then i'd be 6'1.

Yes, I do feel bad for leaving my wife. I don't have any kids of my own, so i didn't have to take child support into consideration. Their dad lived down the street and picked them up for school every day and dropped them off. Once the boy grew older and started stealing from us and beginning to show violent tendencies and I could not physically destroy him like I wanted to (would go to jail), then I basically said it's him or me. The answer is obvious.

On the positive side, she was blonde and blue eyed and I have found that I prefer hot mexican chicks.

I've had bad experiences that I didn't list simply because it didn't effect the outcome of my life. Just little stuff, like when I got some Mexican T-400 test...and it made a huge lump on my ass that didn't go away for weeks. I went to the doctor and it wasn't infected and he told me to stop injecting my buttocks with vet grade b-12 injections.

Also, a mod in 2002 named LewdTenant told me the only way for clomid to work was to gring it up and put it under my tounge until it dissolved. I did this for a long time and it tasted horrible...so yes i had some bad experiences.

My situation is not for everyone. I will tell you this though, it cured my major depression that I had been in most of my pre-25 life. It caused me to be social, meet women, eat more and more healthy, move out my moms house (no girls allowed in my moms house ever..my mother has mental issues), look for higher paying work so I could continue to take women on dates and much much more.

I'm back on the boards because i'm looking to do one more mega cycle and then call it quits and go natural for good.

Thank you all

[tdoe11]

Good for you brah. Cool to hear you changed for the best.

[redz]

I've been off for too long, going to get back on once I find out if my gf is pregnant if not I have to knock her up before I cycle again. I miss Tren so much.

[Aziz]

As you can see, i've been a member for a long time. When i first joined is when I did my first cycle.

I was 25 years old. I lived with my mom. I never kissed a girl before. I worked for a car rental place for just above minumum wage. I had very low self esteem. I was depressed and literally scared of people. I was 6'1 and 130 lbs.

I figured, what do I have to lose? If i keep going like this i'm going to kill myself with a shotgun.

I reading posts from people. I read the boards daily, sometimes more than once a day.

When I received my "order", I joined a gym and started to work out. D-bol, 500mg test cyp, 500mg Deca.

I felt fantastic. I had almost instant self esteem after a few weeks, i felt tough, i felt strong, i felt capable. I started getting lots of attention from women that i never had before.

I looked totally different. I started telling people i was a former navy seal that just got out and I was getting laid by different women almost every week. Bad ass. I married a girl a couple years later and ended up telling her that I was never in the military and she was fine with it. She had young children that became very disrespectful and annoying so i divirced her because of the kids. During the time I was married I continued to cycle.

I got a job (while cycling) at a fortune 100 company during my marriage and worked my way up trough managment and now make 6 digits living in Texas.

I still work out, but not as much as I used to. I'm now older, richer, wiser and getting laid at my leasuire( if i feel like putting in the effort to get some).

If I had not done a cycle, i probably would have killed myself at 26 or so. If not, then i'm sure i'd still be living with my mom and working at a minumum wage job. The cycle gave me confidence, even if it was not real, that i would have never gotten any other way.

Anyway, just wanted to share.

Jdog55

6'0
220lbs

Glad your still here and did not make that coward decision to kill
Yourself and focused on improving your life. People who are weak
Minded and possess this mentality go no where in life.
Take care and best of luck keep doing what your doing.
Aziz

[oscar1990]

I'm just going to be honest here..... You had no business cycling at 130lbs. I'm glad everything turned out well and you are "happy" but it's important to not let people that are new to this to think that if they run a cycle their life is going to be a lot better.

You had the power to make those changes yourself - you just wanted a fast fix. This very easily could have wound up going in the other direction for you. Like I said - I'm glad everything turned out well but it also could have been done without steroids.

These substances aren't a crutch for life..... It's actually a little offensive. I use them because I'm not satisfied with the limits of the human body. I use them to achieve a physique that I would t be able to naturally. I don't use them to impress girls or to get laid. I don't use them to gain confidence..... Maybe those things are perks that come along with the great body but you shouldn't cycle for that purpose.

I'm not trying to put anyone down here so Plz understand. I just don't want new guys to think this is a great idea.

~Haz~

Hazard x 2... This man seems to be a man of good judgement.

I have a friend who has the same stats as OP and is running approx 2 cycles. Dude is still skinny + zero confidence and is controlled by an alpha female, yes alpha female. I guess AAS is not solely responsible for one's actions in life and does not always result in success.

Notes: Never used AAS/ Confident as ****.... hmmmm what happens if I AAS? )))))))

Stats: 6'0, 83.5, 15%, waist 31, shoe size 10, bearded male LOLLLLLL

[oscar1990]

Will probably AAS when I get to 90 naturally ^

[jsanman]

" On the positive side, she was blonde and blue eyed and I have found that I prefer hot mexican chicks. "
lmfao same here , except i only like pasty white mexican girls :P

[songdog]

I dont blame you on your decision on leaving beacuse of the kids.I had the same thing once and I have no regrets and dont care wat people think.Beacuse when someone steals or distroys anything of mine.I just lose it so I had her leave.