Finishing up my 6th week of Tren. Went up almost 30lbs. I look at myself in the mirror and go "Pffh, still a long road ahead."
I used to be a fat kid in my early teens. Now, I am one of the biggest and strongest guys at my University gym.
But I still don't feel satisfied. There is a hole that never gets filled no matter what I do. I definitely know that bodybuilding is a marathon and not a sprint...been doing it for 8 years now.
Just this sometimes makes me wanna give up. I think "Okay...so what if I become 250 lbs at 8% b.f.? I will still be unhappy!!".
The only thing that gives me much joy now is powerlifting. I am definitely happy with my strength.
Or this could just be the Tren just fcking with my mind.
So, what's your story? What weight, bf, etc did you start at? Where are you now? Are you happy with your body? How long do you see yourself doing this for? Ever lost motivation along the way?