Looking for advice on cutting cycle

[Coolhand5599]

I am 42 yr 195 lbs around 18% bf been on hrt for a year and a half. Also did cycle of Deca and tes second of cycle on Tren and test that didn't workout well. I ended up in the emergency room with test levels of over 4000. Ended up with a torn artery and now have a stent. I guess that's my fault for not doing something right. I have all kind of gear an am looking to do a safe cutting cycle. Any suggestions or help would be greatly appreciated. I am just looking for some safe guidance. I have also lost my libido any thoughts on getting that back?

[AD]

what is your current trt dose? any recent bloodworks? test and estro levels?

what artery was torn? how did you get it?

if your last attempt at cycling didnt go so well, are you sure you really want to try again?

[The Bear 79]

You're on HRT but you have no libido? Seems maybe doc hadn't found the proper dose for you yet.

And I'm interested to know how synthetic testosterone induced a torn artery..............