So, i asked my doc for some caber, because i heard it cures prog gyno(i told him this, just to try to get some from him). i had no idea, and couldnt prescribe hormontherapy pills to me. so, he reffered me to a hormon-specialist. now i have a hospitals appointment 18 april. i had prog gyno before(test+deca+no AI. triggerhappy kid, i was), but its gone for a long time ago. there is a tiny tiny little bump left, so i told my doc im struggeling with this and that, just to get som caber for my current cycle.
ive bought caber off the black market, since he couldnt give me some, and he said it could take up to a year to get the specialist appointment.
now however, ive started my cycle(testp+trenhex), and ill be one month out in my cycle when taking all the tests and seing the specialist.
what should i do? it would be nice to se how my levels are during the cycle, but i havent told my doc that im doing another cycle(had BW done 6 months ago, all fine, and 1 years since last cycle), since i kinda promised him i wouldnt do anymore(because of the gyno and acne...tho i had no AI nor caber..........). im a ta crossroad really. the tests will prove im on cycle, and since my doc has no knowledge of my cycle, and the specialist sure doesnt know, im not sure if i should cancel the appointment or not. the appointment is to see if they wanna do surgery on my gyno or not.
what would u do? cancel it and hope i can get a new one after my cycle(could take up to a year..)? or take the appoinment and come clean? i do wanna see the bloodwork done, since it would be nice to see how my body reacts on every thing(AI, caber, test, tren). im just not sure if they are gonna get really pissed since im wasting their time doing AAS and asking for a hormon specialist's oppinion and tests and everything.
either way, im getting BW done after my 8 week cycle ofc, but its a lot easier to tell the doc after im finished, why i need it, than to get him to take BW when i promised i wouldnt do another cycle(i know, hes not my mom, but i still kinda feel bad :P ). im getting BP and HR checked every week, since we have nurses at our school doing it for free.
probably could have shortened the text by 3/4, but im just babbling on...
thx for advice!