Dear lifting community,
I am in love with lifting and have made great progress naturally that I am very proud of strength-wise and aesthetically.
My goals started off really modest, and although I have never really experienced a stall or a plateau, I am interested in chem assistance. My current goals are probably attainable naturally, 8% and 160ish at 5' 5" plus change. Right now I am 150 (on the dot) and just under 14% bodyfat. Pretty far off. I am really enticed by the strength gains and the ability to gain muscle and lean out at the same time. Also dieting is always a challenge for me as it is for everyone. I have a few friends that have gone down this road successfully the right way, even with blood-work etc. with really no sides to speak of.
Basically I have a family history of serious depression on both sides of the family, although I have never truly had depression and have obviously never been diagnosed. Depression is a common side to AAS and I am wondering if is was a clear warning for me not to use.
Does anyone else have a background with depression themselves or in their family? Is AAS out of the question? I don't want to be the next Chris Benoit or whatever.
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