This will be my last log and post for this forum, i was asked to do a log and i guess it might help a few people, namely people who with testosterone added to there cycle gain fat and water like i did last time.
Please note that i am not going to reply to any question, i am just going to update the log has i go by.
For you who know me, know i don't lie, i post real pics of myself, and i wont take credit for someone else finding.
Soon to be 41 i am struggling right now to lose weight, at 5 feet 10 i am around 230 pounds, in the gym and growing stronger after an 11 year layoff due to injury and many many many failed attempts at coming back.
Backround: started training in basement at 13, joined first gym at 16, trained until injury at 29.
I have also competed in various contact sports karate, tae kwon do and boxing.
Started rehab training back in January 2013 and am in the gym at least 3-5 times per week.
Prolotherapy treatment is blasting right now sodium morruhate 9% salin water, xylocaine 1% and vitamin B-12, yes xylocaine as been added due to way to much discomfort from the salin.
Upper back D3D4 solid no more cracking, even when doing incline press with 70 pounds db, this for me is amazing because i never tough i would be able to hit this again 6 reps done this morning.
I have been declared invalid by 2 of the best chronic pain specialist and told i would never lift weights again that was 2 years ago. I have filled a complain against both of them and they are under investigation by the board of medicine.
Mai 18th 2013 i started anavar oxandrol at 20mg per week, i have readjusted the dosage this week to 30mg.
results from var are similar then what i got from creatine but with less bloating very mild steroid.
I have added winstol V injection last week June 4th taking 150mg per week i did my 4th injection this morning, sub Q, last week i drank it once in water and it was really not that bad no heart burn nothing just that awful taste HA.
So far Win is far more potent then var, that pumps have been insane this morning i guess it takes about a week and since you inject often its gets into the system fast.
Since last week major changes in diet, i have added tones of veggies and fruits. Fruits are added in the morning and veggies eaten all day.
I read a lot of vegan books and decided to make the switch to semi vegan, i will not eat beans, but replace with horse meat twice a week chicken and eggs, i also believe in keeping coconut oil in the diet for saturated fats and cholesterol production = natural testosterone.
After training i got my prolotherapy treatment and we tested my testosterone level via saliva test, score of 670, it went down a bit since last time i was at 700 but nothing to be alarming because the time before that i was at 640, both other times have been blood tested. Last time estradiol was at 24, i will get it tested soon i guess the best range is 18.
I have not yet received my tren ace i will get it next week so it will be a 7 week tren ace at 150mg per week, i will run the whole 30ML winstrol bottle for 10 weeks with the rest of the var.
Winstrol produces stronger ligaments but they are more brittle, using small dose of anavar will help to get the collagen matrix build up so i guess even if anavar is small dose it will help in some way.
Remember i am still under prolo treatments so all the collagen synthesis i can get i will take.
Over the past 2 years i have been eating so much red meat i guess its time for a change, i train in the morning around 6am or 8am depending on when i work night time. I am always fasted and train on an empty stomach. When i get home i make myself a fruit smoothy 250ml of 100% fruit juice frozen fruits, 2 piece of banana and some protein powder.
I am still working out the rest of the diet, i still eat 9 grain bread egg sandwish and will keep the horse meat twice a week.
My total protein intake per day will be between 60-80g no more.
Now this last log will be controversial at best, there is no testosterone, its not about eating 200g of protein a day, and since i am allergic to all form of whey and dairy and whole wheat then none of this will be in it.
I will eat the 4-5 small meals per day.
My experience with fasting was fun but i feel that its not very good for me to incorporate intermittent fasting in my diet.
Important note: we are all different, there is no one size fit all, and the sooner people will understand this the better it will be for everyone.
Not everyone reacts the same way to testosterone, high protein diet, and various foods.
So people will do amazing on a low carb diet, some people will adapt to ketosis and feel amazing, others like me will get passed the 6 week window and never adapt.
Some people will do better on a high carb low fat diet.
My goals are simple, i never had anything to hide i am not going to start now. On my avatar its me in Mexico last year 242 pounds of massive fatness. I hated myself but at some point when you cannot train you sort of let go.
I made a promise to my girlfriend who is an ex figure skater and now zumba and salsa dancer and trainer, she has on hell of a body for a 35 year old women.
I promised her that has soon has i could get back into the gym i would change my physique, remove that ugly cellulite i have on the butt yes i got that, but since losing some fat its almost all gone YEAH.
Lose the ugly gut and love handles which are now a lot smaller, and get back some lost muscle maturity.
At a bodyweight of 230 pounds i don't need to add anymore, in a perfect world i would love to lose 30 pounds and go from there.
I decided to use steroids first because the deal i got on them i could not pass, plus var win and tren will help me shed some fat, i also spoke to a few that told me tren cuts appetite even better.
I cannot do cardio a part from walking that i plan on doing an hour a day.
Maybe in September i will be able to do more.
So far so good.