I was on here many years ago and while on this forum I loved the community of people. The reason I came off was because my doc was more worried about his pockit more than me. I went in with sever pain before going out of town, without any tests what so ever I mean he didn't look at my ears or anything he told me I had IBS gave some herbal stuff and said I would be fine. After returning home from my trip I was rushed to the ER for emergency gallbladder removal. Now years later and I'm going on 41 I feel like crap, no energy and my manaconda ain't what it use to be. I'm ready to start something back up. I was taking 200mg cyp 3 times a week but the huge needles ended up being a huge problem and 2 different times I had to call rescue. Did I forget to mention my doc never showed me the proper way or where to inject? Well now I here cyp and hcg. After my first try with hrt my boys haven't been the same, they shrunk. I want to stay away from my last doc and find me a new one with my best interest at heart. My primary care doc don't believe in hrt. I'm not asking for a source check but I am asking for some advice on the test cyp and hcg area. Thanks for listening.