Excuse the dramatic title.
First off, I want to avoid TRT if at all possible. I'm a bit scared, I've read a lot about TRT, the great and the tough things that surround it. Also, first post here, going to try and follow the rules as best as I can:
26, 5'10", 140lb, BF% fluctuated between 13%-17% over the past year.
History:
Dumb and naive decisions at 20, 3 cyc of AAS, followed each time by PCT, decent amount of off time between. Last one 2009-2010, this was all over 3 years ago, and may not play a role in this, but it's important to mention. Testies regained size every time, currently normal healthy size. Felt great for a few years following, no ED issues, no libido issues.
First noticed something was up over a year ago when I started experiencing ED. This was in the midst of a stressful time in my life, so I chalked it up to this and moved on. After awhile with no resolve, stress fading, and a lot of reading, I decided to get some hormone blood work done. Results were low t.
Here are all of my tests, references in brackets:
>Test 1 December 2012
Test: 9.3 nmol/L - (10-30)
FSH: 3 U/L - (1-12)
LH: 2 U/L - (2-12)
Prolactine: 8 - (0-23)
>Test 2 May 2013
Test: 5.0 nmol/L (9.9-27.8)
ALT: 37 U/L (10-55)
TSH: 1.26 mIU/l (.34-5.6)
>Test 3 (Endo Labs) August 2013
Test: 9.0 nmol/L (9.9-27.8)
LH: 1.0 IU/L
FSH: 2.2 IU/L
AM Cortisol: 815 (170-650)
TSH: 1.61 (.34-5.60)
Thyroxine Free: 10 (8-15)
Creatinine: 72 (60-100)
I've experienced symptoms all over the place, but ED, no libido, and muscle weakness/fatigue have stuck through most of this. Irritability, mild depression, anemia, feeling cold, and other things have come and gone.
My Endo has been supportive and seems to know what he's talking about, I have a life changing appointment on the horizon. I'm assuming my TRT program would be 100mg cyp or ene once a week, possibly 50mg 2x a week, and HCG. Again, I'm trying to avoid this at all costs.
So here we are, any thoughts or advice? Any input is greatly appreciated, I'm young for all this to be happening, but I understand I've made some dumb decisions in my life, and if it comes down to it, I'll live with the consequences.
Questions:
I've read about using Clomid and HCG to elevate levels, at a glance does this sound like an option worth trying?
Is TRT as terrible as people make it out to be for those who might actually need it at this age?
Thanks for reading, and thanks for all the informative posts around this site.