Yeah, this strikes me as a TRT pill mill. I'm a big dude as I've lifted weights most of my life and I'm guessing he made the assumption that I'm trying to do bodybuilding or something. I've just not been feeling myself and not motivated, not as much sex drive, etc. and wanted to see if that is the problem.
I had bw done a little over a year ago and, while I can't remember my test level, I do remember it was at the low end of the scale. I have not gotten any better since then (obviously) and am worse in many ways. However, I'm in no way debilitated, I still function and do everything, just not terribly-motivated to do so. Erections have not been a problem but they're not as good as they used to be (so to say).
With that all said, I did just turn 44 so I'm not young but also not what I'd consider old (ok, maybe it is old but I don't want to think of myself as old

). So I'm sure this is normal aging. But my philosophy is, if TRT can help me feel better--and the risk is relatively low--why not? But I want to do it properly with proper care as I know there are other things which may pop up if I'm using testosterone.
I also realize, once I start TRT, I'll probably have to continue for the long haul. My other concern is cost. Looks like my insurance wouldn't cover testosterone from this place since they're making/mixing it themselves (not sure the correct terminology). So the cost is a bit more than I'd like to spend since I'm still functional. If my insurance company were covering it, I'd not be as concerned. I can afford it, just don't know that I want to spend that much money monthly for this.
I'm starting to wonder if maybe some supplements (depending on my bw) and maybe some cialis might do the trick. I hadn't thought of cialis before reading about it here because, like so many people, I thought it was for full on ED (which I don't have thankfully). But, researching if further, it seems like it can do other things which may help me.
Sorry for the long, rambling post. Just thinking out loud because, at this point, I don't know what I don't know. I figure you guys have been good at steering me in the right direction and you'd tell me if I'm totally crazy (and I appreciate that).