
Originally Posted by
RiceGhost7.62
Maybe, or they realized its a lost cause to argue. Started for typical wrong reasons. Had been kicked off D1 College baseball team for drvgs, day after a workout which put me in rhabdomolysis 3 days later, and in hospital for 2 weeks risking kidney failure due to 60,000 creatine kenisis. Sure didnt get better after that, 3 days after i was released from hospital i was drinking fitfths of jack not caring out of depression, blew all graduation money and savings on coke, alcohol, and dumb shit (about 8k), dropped out of college, couldnt go home, no goals or ambition. Then i got a vial of powertrip test e, did it for typical insecure low self esteem teenager reasons. But By end of cycle i was off most all substances completely and focused on putting on weight.. Snapped me outta a phase and gave me a reason. Spent last year surfing forums and guides leanring, did a test e homebrew about 3 months ago. Now i have a job that pays 50,000 a year and goals and a new outlook. So its for best in my mind, keeps me straight and goal oriented. Peace