Thanks Gearbox. I hoped I did not hurt your feelings with my respond to your last post.
Actually I changed my mind regarding mixing compounds and I will stick to test for sure, but I think I should give you a little beckground about my self. Maybe you will understand why I would like to use aas.
I do training since age 21 I know a lot about nutrition and diet. I am a little bit lied in my post and you will understand why in a minute.
I have done one cycle around age 23 (Test. Boldenone, deca)I KNOW IT WAS TO EARLY! Anyway my body was responded well I was 105kg with 10% body fat I loved it.
The age of 27 and 2 years later I had bone marrow than a stem cell transplant caused by ALL positive leukemia. So I have lost everything what I was worked for in my whole life. Maybe you can imagine all the effects of full body radiation and huge amount of chemotherapy. I lost my appetite, strength, look and gain huge amount of fat because I cannot eat proper food. I had problem to swallow things and I could keep saying more and more, but it not applicable any more. So I reborn two times and my blood changed two times, that is why I talking about first cycle in my post.
When I start training 5 mouths ago I was 78 with 28% body fat and I was not able to lift even the bar in the gym and could not walk 10 minutes continuously.
Anyway, now I can manage to train 6 times a week I gained 13 kg and reduce my body fat to 17%. All this with good diet plan and hard training
, but the extra power and the reduced recovery time and the so much good effect of test, what you guys already know. I think it could benefit for me. I need all those things for a batter results. Actually that is why ppl use aas. BATTER RESULTS!! Isn't it?
My doctors already confirmed that high level of test on my body cannot cause the leukemia to relapse.( this type of leukemia could relapse any time anyway. It genetic) I always say If I have to die, I wanna die with a nice strong body

Of course they mentioned all the general risks like water retention, hair loss and all those things, but I was accepted those risks already when a thatched aas at the first time.
I think If I give a try for a test cycle it should not harm my body, but It could highly improve my strength, appetite, quality of life and also could give me some mental positivism.