
Originally Posted by
Khazima
Thanks for the feedback, I think I will just shelf it until I'm 21. I realise that with every little bit of research I do and comments/threads I read I keep changing my mind on what/how much to run, and I take that as me simply not knowing enough about the compounds I'd be putting in my body.
I never explained my goals, I'm an aspiring personal trainer 5 weeks away from completing my course and starting my own business. I realise that what I've said and my OP is an incredibly immature/uneducated stance on juicing. My rationalising of cycling is that I want to have a much more marketable physique than I do now, a physique up to par with my general knowledge of fitness (much greater than my (un)education on steroids). I've gone from 50kg soaking wet to 70kg in just under a year and from around 10 to 18% bodyfat as well.
I planned/plan on taking full advantage of my noob gains and lean bulking for the first 2 proper years of training (obviously overestimated my caloric intake) but I look like shit (as you'd expect at 18%) and who wants a trainer who looks like they don't even lift?
I'm a very impulsive person and justified starting a cycle with simple thoughts like that and jumped straight into buying some damn test, I don't even have the money lying around for hCG. So I think I'll just shelf it and wait until I've made a much more informed decision and at an acceptable age to start.
Sorry to come across so childish and uninformed, thanks for advice and kick in the arse!