Do some reading and searching in this forum. You will find there are a LOT of people who end up with long lasting undesirable sides such as ED, depression and others.
You really want to stay away from any type of supplement except maybe one protein powder drink a day. Your body is only now just starting to get use to the new routine of going to the gym. It's a bad idea to try to increase your gains for the first 2-3 years. You really need to stay natural and build a good base as well as knowledge before considering any type of aas use. Forget the pro hormone route.
Also at your age you are at risk of messing up your HPTA. It sounds like you are already fighting a battle with your past so dont go adding more problems.
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