First off no need to get offended I believe in what I believe you believe in what you believe period. Just because we don't believe in the same things doesn't mean I'm attacking you or your beliefs. Moving on.
To keep things simple and short my family is catholic. They believe in god and I don't. No big deal. But to some of them they see me and talk differently about me now because of this. I don't bash their believes or look differently at them because they believe in god and I don't. I didn't go out of my way to tell them I don't believe in god but they know so keep it at that. To me the subject doesn't mean an ounce of anything so it's whatever. But to them they feel disappointed and think I'm evil or there is evilness inside of me or some crazy lunatic brainwashed thing in their heads. I can't express how much this drives me deeply, deeply away from them. Pathetic and sickening, I'm a very spiritual person but not in the sense of believing in god or religion. I don't want or need people like that in my life I cut people off for good extremely easy. So I could do that and it would be all good, no problems.
However one day when I have a son or daughter I'll need these people though because I want my child to have family in their lives. So it's hard to just cut these people off my life for good and frustrating because I really want to do it and can very easily do it without looking back. I mean I see them very little as it is but that's just because my sister just had a daughter and occasional family gatherings which I honestly feel now like not going to any of them anymore. This whole lunatic judgemental sickness is sad. I can't even look at some of them the same way anymore and can't take anything they say seriously because how shitty of a person do you have to be to let this affect your relationship with a family member? The reason why I don't believe in god, churches, religions or anything like that is partly due to this very reason.
Your a great, nice, friendly, caring and humble person but because you think differently you are casted out regardless. Like none of that matters what matters is that you believe in god. The majority of church going people are like this and this may get some people offended but it's been my experience with many people of the sort. If you look down on others and think you are better than them and their whole life is being lived wrong because they may not have the same believes as you when it comes to religion then you are a judgmental brainwashed person and you suck bad. There are tons of different religions in this world what makes you think yours is the one that is true and is better than the rest, everybody else is wrong and your right. Open up your minds!! All this makes me dispise church god and religion in general even more. Good job to those of you who are judgmental pricks thinking your better than everybody else and look down on others and talk crap about them because we don't believe in the same things you do. Even if we were the best person in the world in every aspect of life it wouldn't matter to you. You guys manage to fuel our fire and want to never look back into your beliefs or ways even more!! Way to spread the peace and love. What your spreading is actually hate and you are too close minded to see it. We are the ones who are truly dissapointed with you all.


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