I made a lot of very stupid decisions and used steroids on several cycles from when I was 19 until 21. I always took as much or more time off between cycles and followed some kind of PCT, although it could have been much better. The last cycle I did: 12 wks 600 mg Test, 9 wks 400 mg Deca, and 6 wks 50mg/ed Dbol with .5-1mg Arimidex eod gave me a horrible "recovery". My half-wit PCT was 40/40/20/20/10/10 Nolva.
I felt awful after it, weak, tired, no libido, poor to no erections, and brain fog. Worse than after any other cycle. I freaked out and jumped the gun thinking I was doomed and found a shady clinic that prescribed me TRT. Stupid, I know, believe me...I just felt so awful I couldn't wait any longer. Fast Fwrd 9 months and here I am today thinking perhaps I would have recovered naturally if I just let my body do its thing and waited it out longer.
My question to you all is, based on my blood work do you think it is possible if I stopped my TRT now and began a PCT process could I recover my natural test levels or is it too late?
I've grown up a lot and would have done things so much differently had I known what I do now.
I have no prior AAS use blood work sadly so I don't know my pre-AAS test levels. These are the 4 bw tests I got after my last cycle ended and before I went to TRT. My cycle was from 1/20 - 4/14. My PCT lasted from 4/29 - 6/10.
Test #1. 5/22/14
Testosterone, Serum 368 348-1197 ng/dL
Test #2. 6/16/14
Testosterone, Serum 589 348-1197 ng/dL
LH 8.3 1.7-8.6 mIU/mL
FSH 6.5 1.5-12.4 mIU/mL
Estradiol 64.3 7.6-42.6 pg/mL
Test #3. 7/25/14
Testosterone, Serum 406 348-1197 ng/dL
LH 5.6 1.7-8.6 mIU/mL
FSH 4.6 1.5-12.4 mIU/mL
Estradiol 37.9 7.6-42.6 pg/mL
Test #4. 8/26/14
Testosterone, Serum 348 348-1197 ng/dL
LH 7.8 1.7-8.6 mIU/mL
FSH 5.3 1.5-12.4 mIU/mL
Estradiol 25.2 7.6-42.6 pg/mL
Do you think based on my blood work, I have a shot at recovering from TRT with good test levels or would I be better off sticking to TRT? I feel like maybe my T levels would've rebounded if I had waited another month since the e2 was becoming more stable.