Long cycle history and abuse. (Stupid 6 months cycles, harsh compound at age 21 etc)
Still clean for 8 months. Hormones are in range (at least they where last time i did bloods) Acne dissapeared, trainning natty hapily.
Started having libido problems and ed after couple shots of tren and a accute pain in prostate area (at least, thats what I think..) Doctor send me couple antibiotics but since then have not been the same.
Did another pct just in case recently and 2weeks in pct total test is at 900nanograms. So far so good. This value is for pct 8 months later of cycle (just a desperste move on my part to try make things better)
But libido still in the shit hole as always. My question is does bhp has a relationship with low libido and ed? Actually is not much the libido, it has been afected obviously but I still feel tickles and shit in my balls when I kiss my gf etc.
i feel some achy in my prodtate area when i train really hard. i pee normal, y dont have urges to pee, I have big white white loads, grañhic content (do have leakagees after I stand of the toilet, sometimes after peeing stand up) I also have had unprotected sex with random girls, and lots of hookers with condom but still worried
Has anyone been throu something like this? Im not talkih about the hookers just in case someone is feeling a comedian lol
Hormonal blood work will be done on the 18 of january just after 5 weeks after pct sesation.(this pct im tañking is just a pct i did 8 months later of steroid sesation to try make thing right again.)
Gains in gym are decent for natty trainning, good cardio etc) im leaner than pre cycle. Im at 75kgs dry clothless in the morning. At 5 "9 which has been just 1 kg below my normal weight after 2 years of natty Trainning before hoping on juice (on cycle was short of 90kgs). i lost all my gains becaude of a right shoulder acromion clavicular resection, recovery was a pain in the ass. But im sitting in size and strength about as i was pre cycle
What diseades should I check for? Its a pain in the ass because i have a gf and in christmass time its hard to get an apointment with an urologist.
I even tried melanotan 2. And no random boners like i got 100% of times in the past(this left me perplexed). Also experimented tanked libido last time i tried just using 250enanthate for 5 weeks to see if a higher test in my bloodstream will cure my problem with not much succcess.
I know i have been a complete retarded in the use of roids, but habing no libido and ED.. Kinda defeats the single purpose of living and scares the shit out of me. Also what kind of girl wants to be next to a guy qho cant even make love to her. Im having a lot of trouble sleeping because of this problem.
Edit: sorry for typos, im on a iphone.
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