Hello,
I am not a bodybuilder, but suffer from low testosterone level all my life long and plan to do a TRT.
I am 27y, 185cm, 80kg, I do sport 3h twice a week (mostly hard dancing, it can be compared to jogging).
8 hours sleep, no stress at all, good work-life-balance. Eating healthy food on the ideal carbs-/fat-/protein-ratio and in addition to boost the natural T-levels I started to supplement each day: zinc 75mg, vitamin D 3000IU.
The voices in my head still say not to the TRT, but I really want to try it for at least 6 month. If I fail by ruining my health, I will regret this bitterly. But, please keep in mind, most of you do much more risky stuff.
August 23th:
I did bloodwork to proof low t-levels, here the results:
total testosterone level: 4.19 ng/ml
free testosterone level: 0.070 ng/ml
FSH level: 1.9 mu/ml
LH level: 1.9 mu/ml
Estradiol: I didn't test Estradiol at this time, but I guess it should had be 20-25 pg/ml.
I was quite in panic due to my low test results and evenings (same day) I injected 75mg testosterone Enanthat (0.3ml of Testosterone enanthat 250mg/ml).
During the next few days I felt really really good, increased libido, less ED, I was working in office long and highly concentrated.
August 26th:
I injected 50mg testosterone Enanthat (0.2ml of Testosterone enanthat 250mg/ml)
August 27th:
Saturday night I went out for drinking, as I do once every weekend. During 9 hours total 4.5 liter beer = 225 ml ethanol alcohol. I know, it's quite a lot
August 28th:
I slept 4 hours and Sunday was a strange day:
- I woke up while sweating, my bed, pillow and blanked wet.
- I typed on WhatsApp to my friend: "It's strange, but I really miss you. Normally I don't have this feeling". To be honest, I never have the feeling missing somebody.
- Evenings watching news on TV about the earthquake desaster in Italy, I began to cry. I walked away, as I didn't want my apartment mate see me with tears in the eyes. Normally, I never cry. In the last 10 years I was crying maybe 1 or 2 times only.
- A few hours later thinking about something else, started to cry again, lasting 20 minutes.
At this moment I realized, that something goes wrong with myself. I did research on Google: alcohol + TRT and found out, that alcohol turns testosterone to Estradiol. Estradiol = feeling emotional.
Same day on Sunday night I visited a night club with friends. I did not take drugs, I did not drink alcohol. Inside club it was sticky/humid and I was sweating heavily, super heavily. I danced. Some people asked me, what the hell I took cause I was soaking wet.
I went out of the building for half a hour, wiped of all the sweat, but still continuing sweating.
When I went home I felt so embarrassed. All my clothes were soaking wet. That do doorbouncers think about this.
I did another research on Google: TRT + sweating. No results. testosterone + sweating. Again no results.
Google search: HRT + Estradiol + sweating finally gave me this: "leading to excessive sweating, including more than 2-3 pounds of weight loss after an intense cardio workout"
August 29th:
I went to test my Estradiol E2 level; result: 78 pg/ml
My questions are:
- I want to lower my current Estradiol E2 level. Whats the best way: Tamox or Arimidex?
- When does the current Estradiol E2 in blood disappear without taking medicine?
P.S. Bodybuilders substitute a lot more testosterone (more risky) to impress others (they would not do if they are the last human on earth or in a wheel chair)!
In contrast, I plan 50mg e3d (less risky) for my own well-being. Please keep this in mind before you urge to judge/lecture me stopping my TRT. Thank you a lot!