60 year old beat up Dad. ex hockey player/ ski bum/ surfer....
So i beat the shit out of myself and wasn't kind or healthy to myself
I have a 5 and autistic 10 year old .. 24/7 by myself.. no help...
So i gotta stay alive and clean cook be up and moving from 630am
to 8pm....and then i work from 8pm to midnight...
(long story sorry but only way i know to get right help )
7 years ago i survived terminal cancer Grapefruit on my neck...
I was misdiagnosed with having TB in my lymph glands... The TB 80% of the world has because i had lived everywhere and a bunch of third world places everywhere from Costa Rica Jamaica then when the curtain came down all thru romania hungry and all the places no one else went...
.But doctors were wrong ..It was cancer in my tonsils and base of tongue that spread to lymph glands in neck...So i went thru trials in a reverse treatment plan one year of induction chemo 3 kinds Taxol/ CarboPlatinum/ Erbitux and it worked it shrunk enough for them to radiate ..Then i got 72 grays of radiation the maximum allowed a human...and they brought back cisplatin chemo for me during radiation it was the most effective but had so many bad sides that they stopped using it...and they gave me the most a human ever got... Then they did a radical neck dissection on the radiated skin/neck basically took off right half of neck.....I have had clean pet scans for 7 years so i have no cancer so i am not concerned about that regarding HGH... i don't think theres definitive proof and the benefits i really need... I have to live 12 more years till my daughter is 18 and i will be keep on my feet till the day i drop ... no peace for the wicked...
.I saved my own life figuring out that i could do my own IV Fluids at home..
And i discovered forums...Which also saved me and children from a very abusive ex/costa rican family......
So i am a cockroach .. I been put thru the mill Ive read/skimmed for past couple of months almost all posts and I've found a couple people who i know personally that i respect and see that they look good and are hard working people in their young 50's and..have been doing it for years...
Ive gone to testosterone clinic doctor and got testosterone 200 cup.....5 months once a week started at let me see if I've got my measures right??? they give a 3 cc syringe and i started at .6 thats what only 120 mg once a week i felt better and my dick if the wind blew.. My blood came back high they cut me down to 60mg and it was a touch low then 100 mg was just right they said.. I call it a hard on clinic.. Its a pharmacy with a nigerian doctor... But he won't give any else....
My friend got me some deca so two weeks ago i did 100mg od test and 100mg of deca...my dicks not hard all the time but its normal it get hard when i need it to.......
1 year ago i was in emergency room my shoulder blades left arm and wrist felt like nails being driven into them.. Radio Culthapaty... They scheduled me for 2 weeks later for a 6 level posterior laminectomy..after talking with me for 5 minutes and then i couldn't even get them to return a call with questions i had... I started reading and found forums and found that this operation would be almost bedridden for a month or 2 and hurting for almost a year and a 6 level laminectomy would probably require a follow up operation most of the time.. yea right that couldn't happen with two little kids.... So they just gave me extended release morphine and oxycodone... I was on it for two years thru the worst of my cancer treatment and didn't have a problem coming off... I have also been on ativan for 7 years to help me sleep ... I went thru trying all the other meds possible during my cancer years... those worked for me...... Now they are all cutting of pain meds crazy and my ativan ... I am lucky i had cancer the head of the cancer center got me back in their pain management and got me half of what i was really comfortable with......
But while researching my neck/back issues lead me to this site....
Lots of contradiction....But i learned going thru cancer that we are all so different every medicine effects everybody different.. You aint gonna know till you try.....And i have to try and stay mobile... And I'm not afraid.....But also very cautious.....
So here is were i first read about deca helping joints... Most everyone agrees I've read some thats just an excuse to get it ...
These steroids are just like the medical marijuana you can't get a straight answer doctors are afraid to talk to you.....Even in these forums you have to do a strange round about dance.. I understand
The testosterone was easy to figure out and it agrees with me..
The deca its only been two weeks and again i am only doing 100ml each....
Now the HGH mystery to solve my friends can get the i think its gray top might have been blue.... But I've just read too many against it... I don't have the money to be doing this but i have to stay moving for children.. So i can sell off what would be theirs my share of family property in order to stay upright to get them to 18....
My first call back today was from florida and 2 iu a day 5 day on 2 off...6 months 12,000 for 6 months of Genotrop pens...
8400 for 6 months of new austrailian Zamacton....7500for Omnitropin.... If i had to choose now i would say the Zamacton i don't mind mixing and injecting....They said i just have to send blood work with igfr 1 and last physical..i can do 4200 and get 3 months of course as I've read i want to do at least 6 months and really for see doing 12 years hopefully....
My friend i know 3 hours away says i can go to his doctor but he thinks his doctor is in with same florida group...But he thinks that price is high he remembers hearing 100$ a week at 8400 that would be 161... I sure could use that 61 dollars a week if i can save it.. These children are going like weeds no growth hormone needed there.....
I am 190- 200 lbs...ive shrunk to about 5' 9 1/2......My diet isn't too bad because of the cancer i was on feeding tube for two years and radiation wipeout my tastebuds so junk food doesn't do anything for me... I make a special mix i made of every powdered vegetable and fruit stuff like 40 serving of fruit and veggies and hempseed meal replacement and protein and supplements and pure aloe juice and flax seed oil and fish oil and tumeric curcummin etc etc... I pound a giant 20 ounce mug of green goop then i pick .. i can eat slimy or mashed up stuff...
I found an article that list like three organizations to call for a list of doctors in area who might.. the american academy of advanced medicine.. and some anti aging organization and another..
I filled out one contact online last night and got the call from florida today....So the thirst for knowledge begins...when ever i google some reference trying to get info.. this site comes up.... But learning your lingo and your mysterious ways is difficult...
Thank you very much... My insurance covers my testosterone and blood work ..But the hard on doctor is not covered so he gets me for 150 every two months for a visit...My friend gets me the deca...its not from doctor....But i trust him he's really smart and has done it for 10 years...he doesn't know about getting Pharma HGH thou...
I talked my hard on doctor into adding igfr.. 1 to my blood work...Now my friend told me doctor may be upset because i get my blood draw tomorrow for his visit in two weeks and the deca is going to show up....My friend says he doesn't think my doctor will care if i tell him but he might......
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