
Originally Posted by
MTheoryFreak
I keep debating using AAS. I am 40 years old. I weigh 180 or so pounds. I am probably 15-18 percent body fat. I am pretty healthy. I am on no meds. I run a little. I crossfit a few days a week. I workout 5 days a week. I have been consistent for over a year. I have worked out off and on since I was a teenager. I have no desire to compete as a bodybuilder. I would really like to look a?little bigger than fitness models. My diet is pretty good. I am pretty disciplined in my life.
I recently went to a Dr. for the first time in my life to get baseline labs just for curiosity. All my labs came back ok except my total test which was 204. I am going back in 2 weeks to have more labs drawn such as LH, FSH, Free Test. My Dr. said I may be a good candidate for TRT. I was really into the idea for a while. However, as I talk to people on TRT and scour the forums, I start to wonder if I really want to pin for the rest of my life. Messing with my endocrine system for a lifetime seems like a very big decision.
So now I am debating whether I should give cycling a go. My reservations are.
1. I am not sure how to approach my Dr. for mid cycle labs. Not sure how to bring this up. It seems to be a vital part of a successful cycle.
2. I have no idea where to really start acquiring gear. I find places but it would be a shot in the dark. I have a few friends that use Test and sometimes Tren. They do not worry about controlling E2 and they do not do any PCT. I bring it up to them and they just dismiss it. I feel the suffer when they come off because they keep going from stole to, well not.
I have read every sticky here I can find. I feel I have at least a basic understanding of where I should start. I just don't know where to begin. I am not even sure if I am ready as far as reaching my genetic natural potential.
As a side note, I do not feel like I did when I was 30. I train hard but don't gain like I used to and when I cut the weight doesn't come off as fast as it used to either. My sex drive, although good, is not where it was 10 years ago either.
I would appreciate any constructive criticism. I know this is kinda long and rambling. I have always wanted to try it but finding hard to know where to start to take the plunge.