
Originally Posted by
hollowedzeus
I can totally see where you are coming from, thanks for your input.
Id rather a shot for the rest of my life than feeling like this. Im not really a waiter tbh. I believe i can get trt. Most likely be easier privatly but i would like to go through the nhs since im already paying for it though tax.
I am getting lh and fsh and stuff testing tomorrow morning so we will see where it goes from there... if lh and fsh come back unremarkable my mind will be 100% set... since i still have the what if its not the right decision part in me...
Ive had multiple ultrasounds on my testicles - no tumours
I honestly just want to grab some test and start shooting it to feel better. Ive thought about it a couple of times but thats a road i dont really want to go down at this moment.
People will probably tell me to get over it. Im only 18 trt is stupid.
I feel like i need it. I want it. I may be wrong, i may be right. We will see how it goes.
I will not accept that my testosterone is normal. I specifically made my first appointment for blood tests because i suspected low testosterone.
Rant over... thanks grex