Hey guys, I'm 28, medical profession, have been serious about gaining a few times in my life (natty) but every time gained 1) much less than expected and 2) with far too much fat. I'm ecto, BMI probably about 20 now, I desperately want to be big but my genes won't let me.

I feel like time is running out to be ripped in my youth and so I am considering another big push with the help of some pharmaceuticals.

My no 1 concern is safety: LVH, liver and long term hormone imbalance primarily.

Reading pubmed papers, SARMs sound effective and safe, but reading these boards there is a lot of negativity. Can anyone point me in the right direction here before I grow old and die a man who never looked the way he wanted to?