Greetings community.
I am new on the forums obviously, and on steroids. I have started my first cycle approx 4 days ago and I have certain questions and concerns about various things. I do know that most of you will request stats, so all that I can give you is my weight and age, and maybe a picture later on if need be. I am 19 years old, and I weight approx 213 lbs.
To begin with, I've been working out since a was a boy, not all the time though, I couldn't last more than 3 months in the gym due to boredom but lately I've had a change of heart, been visiting the gym since I was 16, for 2-3 months, then stopped, then 4 months after I decided to give it another go, lasted 2 months, stopped again, and I kept going. Approx 7 months ago I've had a change of heart (I've been working out non stop for 7 months for now) and decided to take it a little bit seriously, been training with supplements for 7 months and I decided to give steroids a shot.
My trainer, asked me what my goal was and how exactly I wanna sculpt my body, I want to be both big(ish) and look cut at the same time, I don't wanna be a huge as body builder, but I don't wanna look cut with an 8 pack and be small, so let's say, I wanted something in between.
Due to the fact that I am going to college and I'm gonna have to move soon, I decided to try an oral only cycle, I know that most of you might judge me for that decision, I've done my homework, liver toxicity and all, effectiveness, but I just couldn't do needles right now because I wont have the time to finish it, because I wont have anyone to help me out, since I am gonna move. Anyway, my trainer gave me dianabol, and winstrol, orals of course. I know the difference between those two, and I told him dianabol is for mass, though winstrol is for cutting, and I asked him how it's going affect my body and how I am going to look, and he just said that dianabol has a tendency to absorb fluids, and winstrol is against that, thus I would gain lbs, but it would be mass, and that I would look a little bit cut, but he said that he didn't know how it would affect my body since it is my first cycle. I've looked it up, certain people said that taking two orals is stupid and dangerous for your liver, and others said that it is a terrible beginner cycle, though there were some people claiming that they've tried it and that it went well.
I'm going to tell you what my trainer told me about the dosages:
1st week - 30 MG of DBall and Winstrol every day
2nd week - 40 MG of DBall and Winstrol every day
3rd week - 50 MG of DBall and Winstrol every day
4rth week - 20 MG of DBall and Winstrol every day
He did state that a 4 week cycle is a short one, and that I wouldn't gain that much, he also claimed that PCT would not be needed because the cycle is small and there's nothing to worry about, and that it would be a waste of money. I kinda do not agree with him though, because safety is number one priority for me.
Lastly, when it comes to liver protection, he gave me milk thistle and asked me to take two capsules per day, though he stated that milk thistle wouldn't be needed either because my cycle is small and it's not serious stuff, even though from what I've read dianabol is quite toxic, and I am going with two orals so I insisted on taking it. Each capsule is 300mg as far as I know, he told me that milk thistle might hinder gains due to the fact that it might destroy some of the dianabol and winstrol that I am taking, and he recommended me to do a no milk thistle cycle.
I also wanted to ask you people, what should I expect from that cycle, because I'm on my 5th day and I don't feel that different, afaik I don't feel that stronger at the gym, there are certain times when I do but it might be phycological, I don't know, and as far as gains, I haven't seen anything. I have also started doing aerobic 30 minutes per day when I started my cycle, also tried to adjust diet and eat a little bit healthier to burn fat. Also, I work out every single day expect Sundays
Sorry for the long text, I just wanted to tell ya the full story so that you could judge, if you require some more info from me I'll do my best to provide, I just want to know your opinion on this, as in, on the things that I have mentioned, cycle, milk thistle, gains, etc etc.
Thanks!