Quite fucked up of using fake gear

[Testlolblast]

Like I have written in my previous posts the gear I privately bought recently has turned out as fake. Why? Because it had no "positive" effect on my physique, training experience, or wellbeing. Besides it has screwed up my brain function quite a lot, so I have to cope with some problems daily (hope that they will go away).
Well taking it all in consideration I just don't see probability that I could be on the steroid scene in any future. I'm just afraid to put anything like that in my body hereafter. What's your thoughts on this?

[Luttrj]

You're the one that tossed a foreign unknown substance into your body.
Just a chance that we all take mostly. Get to know your source.

[almostgone]

Like I have written in my previous posts the gear I privately bought recently has turned out as fake. Why? Because it had no "positive" effect on my physique, training experience, or wellbeing. Besides it has screwed up my brain function quite a lot, so I have to cope with some problems daily (hope that they will go away).
Well taking it all in consideration I just don't see probability that I could be on the steroid scene in any future. I'm just afraid to put anything like that in my body hereafter. What's your thoughts on this?

Pull labwork to determine of your stuff is legit. Don't buy off the street unless you know the guy very well. Stick to established suppliers of UGL and pharma products.

Never, never buy just because it's available, buy because you have a reasonable amount of confidence in your purchase.

Again , labwork,labwork,labwork. If you buy from a decent UGL or vendor and show proof that your stuff is underdosed, most will make it right.

[< <Samson> >]

Lab work lab work - I know

But, this will only show how accurately dosed your test is



Unless you have a friend with a mass spec in a university somewhere - you’re playing Russian Roulette like we all do - I just try my best to pull out most of the bullets

[almostgone]

Lab work lab work - I know

But, this will only show how accurately dosed your test is



Unless you have a friend with a mass spec in a university somewhere - you’re playing Russian Roulette like we all do - I just try my best to pull out most of the bullets

...and how your body processes the hormones. E2, SHBG, etc. I was thinking of the possibility that he may have other issues?.

[CA_DXB_85]

Man, you can't just buy off anyone...
I never deal with a guy unless I have enough referral from people who have dealt with that individual and gave positive feedback and I never buy from online sources as it just increases the risk in my opinion.

Also, you need to research the lab your gear is coming from so you don't end up wasting your money.

With adequate research, these problems can be avoided.

[HDThunder]

If it was fake gear and did nothing for you physically why do you think it screwed up your brain function? That seems highly unlikely. You're basically saying that instead of test you got a psychoactive drug.

[GearHeaded]

this is what you wrote a few weeks back

Today I injected myself with 100mg of test prop and 100mg of drostanolone prop, also took 0.25mg of anastrozole.
So far I have experienced no aggression, no noticeable strength gains, no libido increase, etc. Nothing special.
When does the effects of compounds like these start to kick in, or maybe I just have bought the fake gear??

the day you injected your gear you thought something magical was going to happen, and being it didn't happen you thought your gear was fake.

it takes months to put on new muscle tissue, not weeks. even if you had the best gear around, your body can only build muscle so fast

[< <Samson> >]

This is quite comical

I have a guy I’m training rn - jumped on a tren/mast/test cycle for his 1st ever cycle. . . Ok, fine - he’s 5 shots deep @ eod - wtf, I don’t see anything < oh man

[clarky.]

If it was fake, then how can it screw up your brain ?.

[almostgone]

The OP mentioned his previous posts about " bunk gear", so I'm guessing he's 4-5 weeks in?
At 5 weeks in labs should definitively tell him if his test was crap or not.

Totally agree the muscle isn't going to fly on without hard work over a long period of time, but if he has shit testosterone, labs would reflect that.

At this point, I'm confused as to whether his test was junk or he was expecting some wild euphoric rush of pleasure followed my instantaneous swelling of muscle bellies?

[Test Monsterone]

I didn’t notice any changes in my body until after 10 weeks - and my gear was very underdosed. Once I got some different gear, I started getting thicker.

Blood work is the only way to tell what’s going on imo. Once you have enough experience you’ll be able to feel certain effects. I didn’t feel the testosterone at all, I had even less libido on cycle. The only thing I felt was the side effects of estrogen conversion. Puffy and stiff hands. Facial flushing. Bad back acne. Moodiness. Harder to sleep, but also needed less sleep.

[GearHeaded]

I didn’t notice any changes in my body until after 10 weeks - and my gear was very underdosed. Once I got some different gear, I started getting thicker.

Blood work is the only way to tell what’s going on imo. Once you have enough experience you’ll be able to feel certain effects. I didn’t feel the testosterone at all, I had even less libido on cycle. The only thing I felt was the side effects of estrogen conversion. Puffy and stiff hands. Facial flushing. Bad back acne. Moodiness. Harder to sleep, but also needed less sleep.

I'm sure you are aware that only 'real' testosterone can convert to estrogen.

perhaps your a guy that doesn't respond well to Test.. I know of a few guys that don't get much at all running test besides just negative side effects. they put on muscle much better with other AAS

[KennyJ]

Like I have written in my previous posts the gear I privately bought recently has turned out as fake. Why? Because it had no "positive" effect on my physique, training experience, or wellbeing. Besides it has screwed up my brain function quite a lot, so I have to cope with some problems daily (hope that they will go away).
Well taking it all in consideration I just don't see probability that I could be on the steroid scene in any future. I'm just afraid to put anything like that in my body hereafter. What's your thoughts on this?

What type of symptoms were you having that made you feel like your brain function was screwed up?

[almostgone]

Sounds like Testmonsterone may be extremely E2 sensitive/ aromatize at a very high rate. If so, I'm of a like mind as GH.....try other compounds alongside low dose T.

[ghettoboyd]

Sounds like Testmonsterone may be extremely E2 sensitive/ aromatize at a very high rate. If so, I'm of a like mind as GH.....try other compounds alongside low dose T.

lol brother I got to get me some of that testmosterone ima get yuge’...

[EDCG19]

What mental issue?

[Couchlockd]

Or contrary.

Fake test real AI. Crashed e2. Bad mental feeling

[< <Samson> >]

I remember when I shot 700mg a week & thought my test was fake

Got BW, came back well over 4k - I was on for about 6 weeks at that point


We all respond different, it takes a long time - this shit ain’t dope < people expect a feeling within instant of injection

I was on for over 3 years before I started to look the part



But, it is also true - it can be fake af

BW at least lets u know you’re shooting real test

[redz]

This is just another fishing excursion.

[fiddlesticks]

Unless you synth yourself or have a script for test or anavar/deca somehow expect your hormones to be contaminated w anything from heavy metals to rec drugs. Even the chinese raws aren't 100 percent, one company's sdrol I got was completely useless but another company's was literally the greatest AAS I've ever used. Extremely fishy.

[Testlolblast]

What mental issue?

Well it's all in the tought level: I have to cope with psychotic - intrusive thoughts from time to time daily since the pct ending. I would say, it's just not like before I started to take that fake shit...

[Testlolblast]

Today thanks God I started to feel better. Well I was prescribed with Cipralex 20mg right after the pct and I would say I even had no depression symptoms. Today I stopped this medication abruptly, don't feel depressed almost no intrusive thoughts and psychosis, feels great!

[EDCG19]

Well it's all in the tought level: I have to cope with psychotic - intrusive thoughts from time to time daily since the pct ending. I would say, it's just not like before I started to take that fake shit...

why would you ever pct?
Just cruise at TRT doses unless you're under 26 than maybe your natty hormone production will return somewhat normal

[almostgone]

Today thanks God I started to feel better. Well I was prescribed with Cipralex 20mg right after the pct and I would say I even had no depression symptoms. Today I stopped this medication abruptly, don't feel depressed almost no intrusive thoughts and psychosis, feels great!

So, how long were you actually on Lexapro before you decided to stop taking it?

[fiddlesticks]

Today thanks God I started to feel better. Well I was prescribed with Cipralex 20mg right after the pct and I would say I even had no depression symptoms. Today I stopped this medication abruptly, don't feel depressed almost no intrusive thoughts and psychosis, feels great!

That's extremely dangerous... You need to be very careful the next few weeks

Idk about escitalopram but when I used (abused) citalopram for motivational effects the withdrawal was sickeningly bad. No physical agony but my mind was full of really sad thoughts. 0 control over it. Actually ended doing some legit psychotic stuff and it's very embarrassing but wow I felt terrible. People think coming off of steroids is hard try a psych drug that actually works lol. Fucking devastating.

Really don't think escitlopram can cause psyosis though.

[Testlolblast]

why would you ever pct?
Just cruise at TRT doses unless you're under 26 than maybe your natty hormone production will return somewhat normal

Even the best endocrinologists, andrologists I have visited always decided not to put me on TRT. That's the only reason I'm not on TRT.

[Testlolblast]

So, how long were you actually on Lexapro before you decided to stop taking it?

Less than for a week.

[Testlolblast]

That's extremely dangerous... You need to be very careful the next few weeks

Idk about escitalopram but when I used (abused) citalopram for motivational effects the withdrawal was sickeningly bad. No physical agony but my mind was full of really sad thoughts. 0 control over it. Actually ended doing some legit psychotic stuff and it's very embarrassing but wow I felt terrible. People think coming off of steroids is hard try a psych drug that actually works lol. Fucking devastating.

Really don't think escitlopram can cause psyosis though.

Well if you're bipolar you shouldn't take it (as a case of me), it can cause a severe mania and maybe psychosis, too.

[almostgone]

Well if you're bipolar you shouldn't take it (as a case of me), it can cause a severe mania and maybe psychosis, too.

Personally, and this is just me, I would get my bipolar disorder in check before even considering the use of AAS at a cycle level, and then it would be with extreme caution.

Note...I said at cycle levels, not replacement T. If you are hypogonadal/ have low serum testosterone, then I would find a Dr. qualified to help you manage both conditions.

[EDCG19]

Well if you're bipolar you shouldn't take it (as a case of me), it can cause a severe mania and maybe psychosis, too.

Tell me more..
Are you saying people with BPD should not be on TRT?
I have this BPD thing that runs in my family and sometimes my personalities shift and I change/revert to other personalities. I have started taking Lithium for BPD and it seems to work and it has changed me

[Testlolblast]

Tell me more..
Are you saying people with BPD should not be on TRT?
I have this BPD thing that runs in my family and sometimes my personalities shift and I change/revert to other personalities. I have started taking Lithium for BPD and it seems to work and it has changed me

No I think that everyone with irreversible low test should be on TRT. Here in my country no Lithium available, I had a bad experience of using depakote, so I'm going to talk to my doc about adding Lamictal.

[MonsterMMORPG]

because of this reason i am using sustanon only

because i can get sustanon from pharmacy directly

[Testlolblast]

My recent blood work shows that test is only 1.05 ng/mL although FSH and LH are normal. That's it no more cycling, taking steroids on my own! I am going to visit endocrinologist on April 1st and then I will talk about Sustanon 250 or Omnadren 250 as for the TRT.

[Couchlockd]

My recent blood work shows that test is only 1.05 ng/mL although FSH and LH are normal. That's it no more cycling, taking steroids on my own! I am going to visit endocrinologist on April 1st and then I will talk about Sustanon 250 or Omnadren 250 as for the TRT.

I can't believe your having this much trouble finding decent gear man.

I'm sorry to hear this

[Testlolblast]

My recent blood work shows that test is only 1.05 ng/mL although FSH and LH are normal. That's it no more cycling, taking steroids on my own! I am going to visit endocrinologist on April 1st and then I will talk about Sustanon 250 or Omnadren 250 as for the TRT.

A little clarification: the doc is not available on April 1st so I'm going to visit her on April 8th.

[GearHeaded]

A little clarification: the doc is not available on April 1st so I'm going to visit her on April 8th.

she probably is available on April 1st , its just an April fools joke that she isn't

[Testlolblast]

The psychiatrist prescribed me Lamictal. Feels good but you also have to work with yourself. It also acts as a potent antidepressant. No more need for coffee or maybe just at extremely low doses (like 1/2 teaspoon), because it makes me irratable and psychotic if drinken a lot, lol.

[Testlolblast]

An update - I'm directed to visit endrocrinologist on April 13th in morning.Thats my luky number, I just love this number. Everyone please wish me a luck to receive aproval to start TRT.

[TRA]

I was interested when I started reading this post...then confused, then amused...now I am a bit scared.