Having a drink
I still drink fairly heavily - lighter by my standards. . . But, I average I would estimate 3-5 shots daily < for two decades
I just started talking to a neighbor & would consider him a friend now. The guy looks like your average tweaker - but, one day we started talking. This guy is the most sober person in my life, hasn't touched drugs in years upon years & only tried a few things(zero major drug use) - only smokes cigarettes fairly heavily. . . . .So, we finally started talking - the guy is suffering from serious stomach & esophagus erosion - when we first started talking he refused to go in & get imaging. After a few months he actually went in & got a endoscopy done - FUCK! His whole stomach & GI tract is fucked & bad. . . . . All from stress - well, stress & smoking - - - Oh yeah, he's a decade younger than I am
Fuck stress - shit, I'll go with substance abuse 1st < unfortunately that's how a lot of us wind up doing some form of self medication