everybody has some sort of "mental problems" , my mental "problem" was extreme stress from life running a family business facing problems while studying and going through a relationship breakup. - Caused me overwhelming Stomach aches and IBS, migraines, no sleep etc (I am not here to explain what caused me to take these meds....) - I also forgot to mention that I also take PPI (Esomeprazole 40mg a day)
I came here for information and I am learning, Its super easy in my area to hop on steroids but I prefer to know every detail before taking a decision unlike the ignorant guys around me who take a lot of roids while having no idea what they are doing to their bodies , I understood well that deca fucks with you mentally, thats why its completely off the equation.
In the meantime I am considering a cycle in September after my semester is over, I'll probably be done with meds and from there I might start only a test cycle..
Now for those who criticize my training, I know how to fucking train, I train x6 days a week with a great push/pull/legs program, I eat A LOT.
I did the calculation I weight 86 kilos which is 189.5 lbs (we use kilos here) and I have a thin bone density, - this what i look like.
