I been having problems with my girl for weeks. We spent last 3 days talking over some issues. I didn't know a few she had with me. Scoop is we have been dating over 7 years on/off. Met her when she was 18. She's 25 and Im 34 now so you see my issue with her here. Because of this age issue I never took her serious through out the years.
We lived together about 4 years ago. We were supposed to get married then. I met her parents etc... Planned out wedding. I bailed on it. Couldn't do it. So we stayed friends and dated periodically. I couldn't bring my self to trust her because she is younger and has a wild streak to her. She is an exotic dancer and I just didnt like that either. She's high maintenance bro's and the attitude...OMG!
Well cut to the story. I spent last 3 night and days with her. She was hinting around about the marriage thing while we were at the bar shooting pool and stuff all three days. I asked her about it. Reason why she is so testy with me is because I am willing to be serious with her now. I trust her because she is older and thinks different. I told her that but she still has trust issues with me because of what I did some years ago.
So I spit it out. I asked her to marry me. I think in my heart we were meant to be together. She thinks the same. Fate seems to keep bringing us around. I love her and she has a big heart. That I trust in her. So it's on, I asked and she said yes. This weekend I have to go buy the ring. We havn't set a date for a wedding. I am going through a clearance and interview for an awesome job I just applied for. I should start this job by April 1st. It pays twice as much as I make now. I would like to make a date after I start this job. Im thinking a wedding by this early summer.
This is a pic of her. She's awesome. She's HOT no doubt and she's even more attractive on the inside. I consider her to by my best friend above everthing else. The looks are just the benefits but Im d a m n lucky I got a hotty.