I don't post very often so I don't know if anyone knows that I have been prepping for a May 4 show date. Well my diet has pretty much been shot due to the fact that when I do try to stay on my diet I get extreme pain along with so much gas I can't stand myself. My wife even sleeps in the other room. I feel like I'm giving up but I just can't seem to stay with it. The only thing that makes the discomfort stop is eating and eating often.
I was hoping to stay somewhat close and just hammer the diet the last few weeks but even this is in vain as I can't eat right for a solid day anymore.
I had an GI test and Ultrasounds now they want to do an Endoscopy?sp? test to get the full extent of the ulcer.
I guess I'm just whining but I feel like a failure and complete wuss for not going through with my diet till show time. I keep telling myself it's only a few more weeks, but I have a hard time making it through the day.
Just looking for a little feedback.