I got a PM from MIKEXXX and made me feel better, but putting this out to those especially that have done this a few time.... are you completely "brain fucked" everytime you diet down for show or does it get easier the more you do it. I have never down so many dump ass things and forgot to do so many things in my life and am finding the second time 2x harder than 1st.... plus everytime i look in mirror 1 sec i think i going to win class next second i think i should just give up?
BTY - My spelling is especially bad right now.. due to being BRAIN fucked....it's always bad, but really bad right now.