where are my abs

Ok I started a cycle at about 12/13% bodyfat. I never saw my abs and now im feeliing fat as **** on this test-e. I eat ok but not perfect.

Should I bother worrying about em now(I dont wanna get fatter) or should wait till its all over and cut hard like a mutha.

I keep a food diary of what all I eat and use calorieking.com to check out each item. I also weigh my food out 80% of the time.
I dont think im taking in too many cals but each person is diff. in the way they burn.

Should I cut back if I think my gains are fat or keep going?

Any suggestions?

feeling fat and being fat are two very different things. You could just be getting bloated. cardio 3xwk 30 mins even with a bulk diet helps keep bloat/excess fat off. also try lowering your sodium intake.