I am 6 foot 172 pounds and 31 years old. Always have been fat and got up to 290 and changed my life 3 years ago. Got to 180 and since that time 2 years ago I have been jacking around with bulking cutting, ckd, low carb, carb loading and everything else to get ripped but it will not happen. Morning cardio, weights, hiit cardio, I can do it all and know most everything from eading for the past 3 years. I am about ready to just eat clean but live my life a bigger thicker guy and stop trying this lean bullshit. I feel and look better filled out anyway. I got up to 210 last winter and looked good. Anyway, that is my life summed up, check these pics and give me the hard facts I need to hear so I can have a good life and stop worrying every day and eating 2000 calories for 10 months out of the year, I want to live damn it.I have freinds who are bigger,stronger, fatter, drink beer and have fun and are always in a good mood and I live everyday on the edge of going insane and being in a bad mood, I need some SERIOUS help please. I have bsicly missed the past 2 years of my life becasue of cutting and worried about fat, I want it back, I was happier at being a strong fat ass at around 230 pounds, go figure.
http://xs33.xs.to/pics/05241/fat1.JPG
http://xs33.xs.to/pics/05241/fat4.JPG
http://xs33.xs.to/pics/05241/fat3.JPG
http://xs33.xs.to/pics/05241/fat5.JPG