you HAVE to have someone helping you who can see you on a regular basis...asking advice on here and wherever else is good...and even posting progress pix is good...but as you get closer and closer to your show...your body can change (and will change) within hours of each other depending on what you are eating...and by that point, you will have lost all sense of reality and judgment and will be experiencing extreme mind-fucks that you need someone who knows how certain foods affect you (i.e. someone who has been looking at you the whole time you've been dieting) and who will honestly assess your physique
that being said...the last week can make or break you...find someone who knows what they're doing or it's possible you just went through months of hell for nothing
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