Ok guys as many of you may already know, I've been putting a lot of effort into bulking as I successfully completed a recomp period and got my bf low enough and added enough muscle to create a good "starting point."
My ultimate goal is to compete in classic physique, possibly body building depending on my genetics and how big I can get (which is ironic considering the context of this post lol)....not sure which weight class I'd fall in cause I'm 6'2" so can't imagine it would be 212.. But I'm bringing that up because I have a LOT of size to still put on. I've made good gains in the past year or so BUT I'm starting to get discouraged here as I'm still lacking that MASS that Im after...
I have weeks where I'm eating good, getting plenty of cals, feeling strong in the gym, filling out my clothes more (I try not to focus on the number the scale says and use the mirror and my clothes to gauge growth), and overall just look bigger which motivates me and confirms to me that the hard work is paying off.
Then I have moments like last night....Stayed with family last night and hopped on the scale before taking a shower (regret doing that now lol) and was expecting to be around a certain number and the number that popped up was where I was at a month ago! WTF? Now granted it's not the scale I normally use, but I HAVE used that scale as well and last time I got on it (a few weeks ago) I was at the EXACT same weight...I'm very frustrated.
It doesn't even make sense because I'm bigger as it's visibly clear and my shirts agree lol. How can this be? The only thing that makes sense is I ate a bit lighter yesterday on purpose cause I feel like I've been driving a lot of cals and wanted to pull back yesterday so I can get a nice glycogen pump when I eat big today, and I'm guessing that I was holding 3-5 lbs LESS of water...(I should've been 3-5 lbs heavier) anyone??
For those of you that have been through this already and have achieved serious size how did you KEEP growing? I try to remain objective as I have made great progress....but now that I have the base that I wanted, it seems like my body doesn't wanna get any bigger.
I'm happy with the way my body looks (although I have put on some bf recently in an attempt to push through this plateau) but I'm not nearly big enough to compete, and that's my goal. I'm not doing this to just look good with my shirt off (although that is a great perk and there's nothing wrong with living this lifestyle for that reason) but I'm just clarifying that I'm serious about this and have clear goals in mind so when I hit a wall like this it's unbelievably frustrating to me!
So I'm asking the guys that have been through this and understand what I'm going through for some advice please. I recently started adding some dirty meals to my diet like a double quarter pounder with cheese (no onions, no pickles lol) and that has def filled me out (also stronger and getting better pumps) but how is it possible that I've filled out the way I have and weigh the fucking same lol..!? I'm seriously at a loss right now. It's gotta be a water issue..
But back to what I was saying, sorry I digress lol, what are some the things you guys did to deal with the mental aspect of this and more importantly (as I am very results oriented) WHAT did you guys do to push through these growth plateaus..?
It's prob time to rotate compounds again as I've been on test,eq and low dose winny for a while now. I should prob stop the eq and winny and jump back on tren and leave test where it is...Also, I need to SOMEHOW figure out a way to eat more food which I honestly don't think I can humanly shove more food down my throat lol so I'm not sure how I can do that...more shakes I guess..?
Anyway, wasn't intending on making this post so long, but I guess it kind of let me vent a little bit. Most people in my personal life wouldn't understand my frustration with this as they simply don't understand what we put into this. If I just need to be more patient that's fine, I just wanna make sure I'm not spinning my wheels cause the last thing I wanna do is waste my time. At 35 time is too valuable to me!
My goal was to be on a stage by next year..realistic? I thought so but if I keep hitting these plateaus I'm not so sure.. Ok gonna wrap it up as I could keep rambling. I appreciate your input guys/gals TIA.