40yrs old in a few days
6'2" 250lbs, I am a very thick guy, even though those numbers sound like a fat guy i dont look fat. maybe a little lovehandle or two.
been working out about half my life
been feeling terrible lately so I looked into HRT
Ive been a little outa shape in the last few months from depression and stress.
most days I had zero energy, couldnt muster up the energy to do anything but what I had to do. sucked cause I couldnt even play with my kids most of the time.
had blood work done and found my T level to be at 191. everything else normal except chol a little high which I know I can drop with better diet.
I started eating better and working out again.
I work out 6 days a week around 5pm and go bike riding and running at about 8pm with the family.
I have read much on diets on here and have adapted to what I see you guys doing.
My diet consists of lean proteins nuts fruits vegs *****3s multivits etc.... and I am eating plenty to feed whatever needs my body has now.
I was put on an HRT presc program which is
200mg test c / 200mg deca 1xw
estr blockr 2xw
hcg 2x wk on 5th and 6th day
Im on week 3 and 1/2
libido is up which is great cause it was way down.
energy level is up, (with occasional off times,) which is great, I can wrestle with the boy again among other things.
I can definitely feel my muscles getting more dense and am seeing slight visual results.
but here is the down side.
I feel kinda toxic. I feel like Im on 2 double lattes most of the time. my heart is palpitating quite a bit. I get warm sensations throughout different parts of my body. sweat is different, which I dont mind. occasional headaches which I normally dont get many.
with the shaky caffeine feeling I have I got a little nauseous at the gym the other day and felt kinda sick.
I really really want this to work. I need a change in my life. I was having anxiety and depression before and this has brought me out of that. Its extremely important that i dont fall back into that.
Maybe this is too much information, maybe I will get flamed for not being at my nat potential first. Please dont flame me. I just need some advice from those who know on how to make this work or what I can change to feel the benefits and feel great at the same time.
I have read for hours and hours on this site. I know my dosages are about half of most beginners stacks. I thought this should give me energy, libido and give me some better results at the gym as well. Please if you could give me some advice as to what might be making me feel "not so good, or toxic or making my heart beat." Maybe I need to dump or cut down the dose on the deca or the HCg? Is it possible that I will work through this in a few weeks and its just my body adapting to the gear?
Also I bought a home blood pressure machine and it usually comes in around 135-140 over about 75 to 85. My whole life my blood pressure has been slightly below normal so I know it has raised it some.
One other thing. I do get heart palpitations sometimes. Alcohol does it or stress or even prescription drugs. (all of which I am not touching during this) My sister says our family has a heart valve issue which causes palpitations and that its more of a nuisance than anything. Just wanted to mention that. I know you are all not doctors but I want to hear any advice I can at the moment. Thanks and sorry for the long post.