Hey guys
So i have a slight dilemma
I'm 18 now, just turned in Dec
Been HIV Positive since birth , got it from mom
well , although I been taking HIV meds since birth, it was customary to me, nothing out of the ordinary , well @ around 12 My doc sat me down & broke then news to me, that I was HIV positive , this was devastating to me, I went into deep depression , like mind numbing , Anxiety & all that , & suffered for the next like 5 years, on a daily basis ..
When i say this depression was mind numbing , i mean MIND NUMBING, like i couldn't even concentrate , had to blink twice everytime trying to focus, couldn't sleep , suffered from insomnia , it was hell , & like i said all went on for like 5 years straight ,couldn't finish school either, now I do feel better,psychologically but not much better physically, appearance wise,from what I have read, stress can damage the pituitary gland, & I feel this trauma I experienced may have stunted my growth Height wise, & Down south in the Love trumpet,Actually I'm convinced I was affected down there, I have made an appointment with an endo for March 12, what do you guys think he can offer me ? if anything?
I'm only 5'6" & never really experienced a growth spurt..i know I'm 18 ,& I have practically no chance of growing any further..
but I really would like to try nonetheless ... this could really turn my life around & if it doesn't, I would feel better know I tried
Plus i suffer from lipodystrophy, which really sucks ...
& always feel tired & lacking energy
I'm gonna try HGH no matter what , But I rather get it through prescription from the doc, due to the financial situation I am in @ the moment.. & I rather try it Sooner rather than later
& I am undetectable as far as my HIV goes if that makes any difference..
any guidance you guys could provide me, going down this road would be greatly appreciated, thanks