Again, the many months saga continues....
Some background- 36 yo cancer survivor, went through chemo for several months 5 yrs ago left me hypogonadic. Test levels always hovering around 250 since then.
Saw a Dr, then another, then another, then an endo- no one cares at all. The wife is thinking bad things, she thinks I have a girl on the side- If I cant give her more attention I am sure she will get some somewhere else eventually (cant blame the bitch! haha)
Last endo appmnt several months ago I went there from my PCP with a 23- level. She tested me, I only just saw her yesterday. She tells me my test level is normal. I ask what the number is. she says 250. I know about AAS, heck, I did a few cycles back in the day, I'm no meat head anymore, but no virgin either.
Bottom line, she wants to test me again before she will even think of giving me some bs testsim or testim or some gel BS. I told her I was on the Androgel a few years ago and it didnt do shit. She says that one shot of 200mg test every THREE WEEKS might be in order- She is a ****ing retard.
She then tells me that my loss of libido is tricky and may not be due to low test. Yeah, right....
I got this bs blood test tomorrow, then MAYBE she will let me get a script for this bs gel, which we all know is bullshite. Before I left her office she tells me test has the potential to be abused. I laugh. I'm 36 yo, 6'1'' 160 pounds, not exactly a monster. I try to tell the dumb cvnt that I do have cancer and my particular type has a median survival rate of 10 years. It's been 8 already. I just want to feel normal and want my wife to be happy with me in the bedroom (which, lets face it dudes, influences a lot in a relationship).
I didnt want to go to the old boys and get some shady shit, but I mean damn! I'd have a much much easier time getting Xanax and percoset and pain pills then a legit script for what I need.
Whats the deal with the Dr's? My insurance is real good. I have cancer for ****s sake!
I know she will blow me off, if I get the ****ing script for the gel, **** it, I'm getting a few bottles of Test enan or cyp- **** these hypocritical mother ****ers.