Well guys after proving a point by self medicating low dose @ 200 of test cyp a week to help depression , low sex drive and fatigue works ( I FEEL LIKE A NEW MAN NOW) .. after docs would not do anything. Seem like at last they are going to listen to me and hopefully will put me on trt . All they have tried so far is antidepressants and mood stabilizers and talk therapy, since iv self medicated with test cyp nearly all symptoms have vanished and i have reduced all meds slowly and safely. TODAY WILL TELL.. If they don't trt me then i will carry on with self med and will tell them that as i dont want to drop back to a miserable life. Plus my wife loves the sex drive back after so many years without..lol