About 2 months ago I started a Triazole/DAA cycle, during which time I was also using Jack3d. A few weeks into the cycle I began to feel quite depressed, so I got some L-Dopa to cope with this. It might have helped a little but I didn't notice much. A few days after I started using L-Dopa, I got an eye twitch that was quite persistent. I completed my Triazole/DAA cycle after 4 weeks, despite feeling down earlier in the cycle. The following week after the Triazole/DAA cycle I started to feel quite depressed and my eye twitch continued. My libido also seemed lower than usual. I decided to stop everything bar protein powder and my eye twitch gradually started to subside, but my libido at least FEELS lower now, a month or so after the cycle.
I might just be paranoid, as I can get it up and whatnot without a problem, it's just that I don't have the urge to do it as often and usually I'm forcing myself to do it to see if I can still get it up. My eye twitch is very occasional now, but does happen from time to time. I'm not sure if there is actually something wrong with me, or if I'm just being paranoid. I have started lowering my calorie intake after 9 months of bulking though, and I do find myself hungry without doing much about it. Even on the days I do decide to just eat heavy to see if it has any effect though, my libido doesn't seem any higher. Is a damaged libido even possible with these substances? I'm almost sure my libido was higher before I took any of it, but I think this might be because I'm now forcing myself to do it perhaps before my body wants me to. I know it was more frequent before though. Is Triazole definitely all herbal and natural? Is there any possibility of damage with the other stuff? I'm extremely anxious about all of this now. I will go and get a blood test, but the thought of it is freaking me out as I don't want to find it's destroyed my test levels. I've lost a little bit of weight in the last month too, if my scales are correct then about 3-4KG. A lot, I know. I've lost strength in my chest area too.
Has anyone had a similar experience with any of these things? If my testosterone is reduced, will it return to normal on its own? If so, how long would it normally take? It's been about a month now and I've probably noticed a little improvement, but it's still not quite there. I don't really want to be forcing more crap in my system again.
Thanks for reading, Mike
Edit* I'm 20 years old