Hello everyone!
I'll try and explain as good as I can - I do hope you read it all.
I was born prematurely weighing only 1200g, and had to lay in a incubator. Maybe being born to early screwed something up.
I never had a libido in 19 years.
Never had morning wood in my life.
Always tired.
Bad memory.
Premature Ejaculation.
Never had spontaneous erection.
Never feeling well rested.
Weak erections. ( hard to have one when I cant feel horny )
Gets exhausted really fast.
Nose always runny.
Racing thoughts ( Nothing special, I just KEEP talk/think all the freaking time. My head is never relaxed )
Cant really remember my life.
I've tried so many things but without luck.
I dont really get any zits, nor a full beard, I get one. But it's not enough to not shave it off.
Beside one thing - I once tried something called Stacker-T ( This is not advertisement ) that contains.
Coffeine
Synephrine
Eurycoma Longifolia (Long Jack, 20% Eurypeptides)
Maca (4:1 extract)
Zinc Gluconate (5 mg 33% Daily Value)
Vitamine B6 (3 mg 150% Daily Value)
Rhodiola Rosea (2% Salidroside)
Damiana (Turnera diffusa)
What I want to say is, after 2 weeks on it I started having morning woods, spontaneous erections, just by thinking on a girl I got horny.
Felt refreshed after sleeping. Something I've never experienced my whole life. Why!? I never found out why. Then I wouldnt be asking for help.
Many of these supplements act in different ways to increase Nitric Oxide and increase Libido among other things. Maca is probably one of the better herbs for increasing Libido and providing for a better sense of well being. B6 will give you stamina and drive. You can Google each of these to see exactly what they do but something here worked for you and that's a good thing.
What problem am I born with that it fixed? - I've gone to the doctor a 100 times. Still dont know it.
I also tried doing a 500mg test E cycle to see if I could "feel normal" eg. erections, libido and so on. No luck at all, didnt feel any different?
I'm just gonna post all the things I got blood tested for.
TSH 3.4 mIU/l Range 0.3 - 4 mIU/l ( I just started on Euthyrox to go under 2.5, I got a few morning woods after I started euthyrox, but no libido or anything )
T4 Free 18.2 pmol/l Range 10 - 26 pmol/l
T3 Total 1.53 nmol/l Range 1.2 - 2.8 nmol/l
You should feel much better when you get your TSH in the low 2's...better below 2. Once you get there your should also see improvement in T4 and T3 as well.
Testosterone 32.1 nmol/l Range 8 - 35 nmol/l
Test Free 0.93 nmol/l Range 0.24 - 0.69 nmol/l
Where these taken when you did the 500mg cycle? Total near the top of the reference range and Test Free is well beyond range. Is this natural? If not, and you are using exogenous Testosterone, you need to adjust your dosage.
SHBG 38 nmol/l Range 16 - 48 nmol/l
DHAS 8700 Range ??
DHEA 8.3 µmol/l Range ??
LDL 2.1 mmol/l Range 1.2 - 4.3 mmol/l
HDL 1.8 mmol/l Range 0.8 - 2.1 mmol/l
COBALAMNIN 562 pmol/l Range 150 - 800 pmol/l
Glucose 5.0 mmol/l Range 5.4 - 7.3 mmol/l
S-Creatinin 122 µmol/l Range 60 - 105 µmol/l
P-Kalium 4.4 mmol/l Range 3.5 - 4.6 mmol/l
P-Natrium 143 mmol/l Range 137 - 145 mmol/l
P-Albumin 48 g/l Range 36 - 48 g/l
Calcium 2.41 mmol/l Range 2.15 - 2.51 mmol/l
Cholesterol Total 4.3 mmol/l Range 2.9 - 6.1 mmol/l
Need to see more. Very interested in Cortisol and Estradiol...they could tell us much.
I dont know what to do anymore. I dont really feel like living since I have to turn all the hot girls down

Please help.
Tk.