What Rrexy said may be the way to go for you. Read and show this to your doc:
Subcutaneous administration of testosterone. A p... [Saudi Med J. 2006] - PubMed - NCBI
If your doc is willing and his ego is in check you can both learn along the way. Your not feeling better could easily be your protocol which gives you one good week followed by a crap week. Who wants that? But know that this is a marathon, not a sprint and it takes time and patience to dial things in. Repeat BW is the key as well as a good relationship with your doc.
Read all the sticky threads here. Continue to read this forum. We all learn so much from each other here, which is what makes it so worthwhile. If you were to read a couple books I'd pick up the following:
Testosterone, A Man's Guide by Nelson Vergel
Testosterone For Life by Abraham Morgantaler
You can learn a lot from both books.
I'm very interested in your pre-TRT Bloodwork to see if anything was missed that could have been fixed. Post it when you can please.