hypogonadal, short, 18 and interested in hormone therapy

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03-23-2015, 02:08 PM
shortguy45

hypogonadal, short, 18 and interested in hormone therapy

Hello.

To give everyone the short version of the story, I am a young man with hypogonadal testosterone levels (350ng/dl) and poor GH/IGF1 secretion (had a stimulation test, also low but still within 'normal'). When I was 12 and it seemed all the other males were growing, I never really matured, it seems. I am short (5'8") and my older sister has larger hands than me and is 5'9". My penis is small (5") and both my jaws are recessed. I am still a virgin and have never felt a woman's touch, and I had to witness tall, masculine, handsome jocks blow through all the women I would die for when I was in high school. Women even mocked me behind my back and said I looked like a boy. I was on the verge of killing myself countless times.

Since I'm basically on the verge of suicide I want to blast hormones and pray I grow (Xrays confirm my growth plates are still open), so I would like to take GH and testosterone replacement. I want to find a 'doctor' willing to give me prescriptions for 5iu of pharmaceutical saizen along with testosterone/proviron (for androgenic effects)/hCG/anastrozole/ (my plans) as long as my parents will pay (they will). My plan is to do this in addition to using insulin and GH peptides in conjuction for the most anabolism, androgenic effects, and bone growth possible.

Any advice or anything? Keep in mind I have limited time to act and penis and height growth will probably soon be over. I posted on other steroid forums but they foolishly told me to **** off basically, and said things like "18 is too young" "your natural test is through the roof!" "just do squats bro". Here's the thing, my 'natural test' is ****ing garbage and I am physically a child. My sister's hand is larger than mine and my penis is pathetically sized. I basically need testosterone more than some blockhead obsessed with squats and bodybuilding (which I tried to "raise my 'test'", didn't do shit, surprise surprise) because in my case it is a medical necessity. Looking forward to hearing from some HRT people and people experienced in this. Any more elitist bodybuilding morons telling me to not do steroids or GH and just 'do squats and eat oats everyday' can choke on my cock and drive their car off a cliff.
03-23-2015, 02:28 PM
fastman9

Well, you need to find a Doc yes and do the BW and tell them of your suicide thoughts too, to get it off your chest as best as you can.

Other then that, I'm not going to go into all the things you said, other then 5-8 is not short and you can't just blast through hormones without jacking you up permanently.

Find a Doc and go from there.
03-23-2015, 02:36 PM
bsh

Find a specialist that's will to work with u long term! But, Plz get some therapy! It will help and believe it or not, in the end ur going to be just fine. I was a late bloomer per say and I look younger then everyone I know, hahaha... So, u shouldn't be so hard on ur self bro!
03-23-2015, 06:18 PM
OingoBoingo

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Originally Posted by shortguy45

Since I'm basically on the verge of suicide I want to blast hormones and pray I grow (Xrays confirm my growth plates are still open), so I would like to take GH and testosterone replacement. I want to find a 'doctor' willing to give me prescriptions for 5iu of pharmaceutical saizen along with testosterone/proviron (for androgenic effects)/hCG/anastrozole/ (my plans) as long as my parents will pay (they will). My plan is to do this in addition to using insulin and GH peptides in conjuction for the most anabolism, androgenic effects, and bone growth possible.

I understand you have a problem, but am not so sure a doctor giving you everything you dream for is the best way to go.

As you have measured your Testosterone level and it's low and your parents have deep pockets, the best advice I can give you is to call Dr. John Crisler's office in Lansing, MI. He must see you to prescribe meds, but after the initial visit a lot can be done over the phone.

Good luck.
03-23-2015, 06:59 PM
kelkel

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Originally Posted by OingoBoingo

I understand you have a problem, but am not so sure a doctor giving you everything you dream for is the best way to go.

As you have measured your Testosterone level and it's low and your parents have deep pockets, the best advice I can give you is to call Dr. John Crisler's office in Lansing, MI. He must see you to prescribe meds, but after the initial visit a lot can be done over the phone.

Good luck.

Agree with OB. Op, do you know the reason for your low T? Primary, secondary, pathology, etc.?
Crisler would be great to see. Worth the trip no matter where you may live.
03-24-2015, 01:56 AM
lovbyts

Blast with hormones/testosterone at your age and your growth plates will fuse.

Ahh 5' 8" isnt that short. Maybe your sister has a different set of genes (father?). How tall is your dad?

Also, stop watching online porn and comparing yourself to guys who have done various things to make them larger or in most cases just appear larger on camera.

As said you need to find a good doctor because if you start experomenting with hormones yourself you will do far more damage than good and you wont be concerned about your penis size because it wouldn't matter if it was 10" if it wont get hard anymore.
03-24-2015, 06:49 AM
Beethoven

Op, find a Dr, if you can go to Crisler that would be the way to go but don't just do hormones for the sake of it, they can be a life saver when done properly or do great damage if not.