TRT for the Past 7 years.. Please Help
So I've been on a .5cc dose weekly of Test Cyp for the last 7 years.
When I started this stuff helped me immensely.
I was depressed for weeks on end and had serious mood swings to the point of being suicidal.
Found this forum and found a good doctor in Houston and was FINALLY happy.
Now 7 years later I'm having severe problems again.
I was getting so depressed after my injection that I became suicidal again. I would feel fine the day of generally, but the next day I could barely breathe the depression was so bad and I just simply wanted to die.
So I talked to my doctor here in Austin (new doc had to move from Houston) we did a blood test and all my levels are in the appropriate ranges. So after that we split up the injections to twice weekly.
Hoping that it would level out my mood.
It HAS leveled out my mood SLIGHTLY.
I now have gone from being severely depressed two days out of the week (usually two days post injection) to being just normally depressed/sad pretty much all week with the exception of maybe a day or two.
I'm not AS bad as I was but I'm seeing none of the benefits I've had for the last 7 years and I'm just feeling horrible.
At this point I just don't know what to do so if someone can please help me and offer some sort of salvation I would be eternally grateful.