
Originally Posted by
bizzarro
TRT can do wonder for irritability and depression if done well.
In your case, you have clinically low tT and borderline fT. For the moment is seems somewhat compensated, but chances are that reading is going to thin even further in the future.
I don't think cheating on blood draws that way is going fo affect readings that much... avoid this behaviour in the future, and trust your doc instead. If you don't trust your doc, then you should change him. Your readings are low enough to warrant treatment anyway.
The range where you feel best is very individual. Higher levels don't equal better mood and I can vouch that from my personal experience.
Also, the more test, the higher the rate of conversion to estradiol, and that will kill your mood. If your overdo AI and crash your estradiol, it will impact your mood even worse. Best option imo regarding TRT is to avoid AI at all and taper Test instead, but depends on circumstances, expecially if your overweight you might need it to stay within tT range as the enzyme aromatase is highly expressed in adipose tissue in males. That means, as a rule of thumb (yet again individuality applies), higher bf% equals higher rate of aromatization.
Find a good, supportive TRT doctor, and work with him. Nope propionate is not used in TRT. Best options available today are still Aveed/nebido and the good old test enanthate.