Little about myself :
I'm 29 years old . Ive been lifting since I was 16 years old . Eating clean the majority of those years . My natural testosterone level at 25 was 416 .
I started cycling when I was 25 . I started with 500mg of test . My second and third were with deca added . I also decided that with such a low natural test level that I wanted to TRT for the rest of my life so after my 3rd cycle I cruised for awhile then decided to blast . My blast was 1gram of test E per week and 600mg of Tren E per week . I did this for 2 months along with a bunch of other stupid stuff like drinking at social events, using ephedrine and clenbutural for trimming down . I get migraines so I used Tylenol alot and I had bad sides from Tren. Mainly insomnia so I started taking sleeping aids. Long story short around November of last year my eyes turned yellow and all fluids coming out of me were also yellow . Before I knew it I was so ichy that I felt like I had bugs crawling all over me . After every meal I pretty much feel asleep I was so tired .By the time I ended up going to the doctor my total bilirubin was 62 and all my other liver enzymes were way higher than they should of been . I started loosing around 10 lbs a week , this lasted for 6 weeks . They told me my liver was so swollen that it blocked off a bile duct . Probably one of the worst things I've ever experienced. I ended up going off everything and pretty much being in bed rest for 4 months untill my liver recovered. After the 4 months my ultra sound showed my liver as being normal even tho my Bilirubin would never get any lower than 1.5 I also could feel when I ate too much fat , especially from dairy. They assured me that my liver was ok and they even told me I could drink alcohol which I find crazy . Since then I went back on TRT with prop just in case I have issues I can abort really fast. I started with 50mgs every other day and my total T went to up 1500 so I lowered it to around 35mgs every other day and had my T dieled in around 1000. Estrogen was in normal range and all my liver enzymes were also except for my Bilirubin at 1.5 . It's been 2 months since then and my Bilirubin climbed back up to 2.2 . I also noticed that my total T came back lower than it usually does . I decided to donate some blood to see if that helps and sure enough it did . My Bilirubin dropped back down to 1.6 and my total T started to go back up again . 6 weeks later my blood work came back with Bilirubin at 2.9 so it went back up even higher . My total T now dropped to 300 from 1000 and I noticed my RBC and hemocrite was around the same level it was last time I had to donate. Everything else was ok , estrogen / celestrol and I feel great . I just donated again and had labs done today . No results yet .
Here are some of the previous labs . Now for my question. What is happening to the testosterone when my labs come back low and if donating blood works again that would mean I need to donate even tho my RBC and Hemocrite are with in normal range . Why ? Anyone have an idea on what's going on ?
Also I've been tested for hep A,B,C and I'm negative for all 3.
Oh and besides the prop I take nothing else besides some liver support which is 500 mgs of Tudca and 5% nutritions liver and organ defender.
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